i was talkn to dickie much later... im thinkn more now, ive also come to the relization and decision that im going to have to tell everyone what actually has been going on... i think ive become close enough now... now i just hafta get the courage to tell the story again... shit i still havent even told preston elier or leah the whole thing... idk i really just wish some things never had to change although im very glad other things did but my fantasy world cant always be real can it...