Listening to: Hmmm.... is it maybe... voices?
Feeling: wrong
Listning to voices.... constant voices. They're all around me... battling with my mind. How do I stop it??? Do I answer them, or do they answer me? Are they really there? Or am I really there?? How do I know which is real. Die, die, die. But I'm not ready to die. I'm still waiting to live. But how do I know if it is over? Will I ever know? Will it ever be over? The voices tell me that I will be alright, but it is the voices that are making me sick. How will I ever know? If the voices stop, will I be alright? If they go away, might I die? I'm not ready to die.... but maybe I am already dead...
Today's topic of discussion is:
"What was the last thing that happened that really made you sick?"
(It can be a physical sickness or the "disgusted" kind of sick)
the last thing that made me sick, in a mental state, was my last aptesting period. i drove myself slightly off with stress and paranioa