What Used To Be

For some reason I have been thinking about David Thompson so much. I came across pictures tonight of parties and friends. God Then have shaped my life in so many different ways. I really dont know what kind of person I'd be today without them. The weird part is, when i think about them this much, I wonder if any of them feel the same way. If they cry at night sometimes, and just wishing they had that past come back for a while. I just dont know if they would really do that. Something tells me they wouldnt. Me and Bailey basically grew up that way. I mean it was Elementary school but when I think of it as that way it makes NO sence. because it felt like high school or Jr. High. I remember every little detail of so much at that school. The beef jerkey at lunch, Bailey crying over her sandwhich, football, boys, best friends... Its like im waiting for it all to come back to me me someday. Even though i know it wont. Ill just keep waiting. It just so hard to take the fact that it is gone forever, most likely. I mean even if i did meet up with one of them in the future or even today, it wouldnt be the same as it was back then. No metter how much Id want it to. I know there is much more to come in the future, and im ready for it. This special time will just remain exposed in my memory forever. *Katie
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wow, thats like how i feel, and I dunno theres just so much memorize in that skewl and to think we were only there for 2 years, it felt like so much more. everything we had with everyone there feels like nothig really mattered to them anymore. they have never onced called me, i dunno about you but who knows. i dont really wanna go and get into this. lol
Love you lots