I'm sick. Just plain sick, like stuffed nose.. conjested yuckie head feeling, soar throat, really tired + time of that moooooooonth.. which just adds to it all lol, but ive been handling it prettyy good. im pretty happy
Tonight I just had a lazy day. i liked it. I came home from schhoool, did some homework, changed into my comfy clothes, put my hair in a ponytail, and put my sex and the city..season 3 dvds on. And i watched them, all night. They really make me think. I've just been so confused about everything lately, over thinkign things, and underthinking things.
So many things that happen to those girls.. besides having random sex with everyonee lol ican relate to. i just love it. It made me so sad though. The episode where Aiden and Carrie break up is the worssssst. I always cry in it.
Aiden was my favorite boy on sex and the city. All of Carries boyfriends are very opposite, and.. they each have good qualitiesss.. but if i had to choose one of them, i would have picked aiden. Hes just nice, and funy, and sweet, and easy going and layed back, and just so real and practical. He was the best thing for her.. and then Bigg, comes out of nowhere, while hes marriedd.. and just like that, no matter how hard she trys, she messed up, and there having an affair. Its so retarted, adn it makes me so mad. I know its just a show, but it made me thinkk...
If you had something amazing goign with someone, someone amazing, and everything was perfect.. and so much more then anything else you ever had, why would you, in an instant go back to something in the pastt.. when it obviosly didnt work out?
I mean, everyone wants the perfect realtionship right? Well then how come, no matter how close you may get sometimees, its never enough? I know im never going to have an affair, or anything like thatt.. but what i have is so good, and sometimes i judge it and compare it, and when the littlest things happen.. or when they may not seem to be perfect at the moment you need them to be, i wonder. I have an all around good guy. Theres things about me im sure he could do without, and theres things about him i could probably do without.. but i tihnk its those little things that make it a relationship. If everything was perfect, all the time, and there were no times of imperfections.. i dont think it would be a relationship.
I believe that relationships should be full of those amazing times when everything is perfect, and those moments when you never want to move or be apart, and times when you just feel special.. but ive came to terms with the fact, that... everything i have in my mind, of the perfect guy, will probably never be met.. and if somehow it were, it wouldnt be enough. The perfect guy, is the one who is so much of what you thought of, and more. More of everything, the good and the bad.
I know this sounds stupid, i mean.. im only 15, and i have so many thinsg ahead of me, and so many experiencess ahead of me.. but i just realized tonight, that nothing can ever be exactly what you picturedd.. but sometimes, it can get pretty close =)
wow. alrightyy, lol besides me being all wrapped up in my feeelings, and trying to get them straightened outtt.. Me and kella are on a sugar/junk food strik, and its actually starting to driveme nuts. Its actually so hard. I eat so much junk food. like i knew i did.. but not eating it makes me realize HOW much i eatttttttt. I just want to lose weighttttt. so badlyy
Soccers almost over. Im so sad actually.. because i have no idea whatsa going to happen with tryouts, and what i want to happen. I liked this season, and i love my coach.
i hate change. lol i really do
i wish things never changedddddd
alrightyyy, im donnnee
xoooo
♥ Favorites ♥
food- hmm pineapple?
color- rainbowww
name- Chelsey
friend- Jesska Dine Maria Linhhh, Phil Luke Ashton
memory- juniour highhhh days
playground equiptment- the swingss
song- umm.. fall to pieces :)
flavor of candy- watermelonn
fruit- pineapples and strwberries
veggie- hmmm carrots
soda- sprite
fruit drink- orange juice
expression- hmm.. i odnt get that one
shoe you have- umm my new running shoes lol
number- 17
screen name you've had- *chelss
pattern- umm.. lol
book- Ive only ever read The lion the witch and the wardrobe more then oncee.. so probably thattt, i liked it
magazine- cosmoooo
shirt- um right now, my navy blue american eagle one
pair of pants- ugh i love wearing my sweat pants righ tnowwwwwwwww
dog breed- golden retreiver :)
store- llotsssss
accessory- necklase?
hair color- blondeeeish
family member- my mom, sisterrrr
season- summer.. i misss it so much
day of the year- my birthday and christmass
birthday you've had- um my 14th with jess taylor and jakee
month- august
day of the week- friday
holiday- chrsitmas
time of day- uhhh depends
imaginary friend- none at the moment
snack- frozen fruitt
sport- soccerr
jiggy you do- hm lol MINE AND DINES CHINESE GROOOVE
band- umm ive been listening to fall out boy alottttt lately
singer- lotsssss. iL brian adamsss
brand of clothing- umm lotsss
brand of shoes- pumasss
jewelry- my necklase luke got for meee and my crossss
subject in school- english
friends parents- PHILS MOM and jesskas mom and dines mom
radio station- jack and vibe
weather- warm and sunnnnnnnnnnnnnny
♥ current (as in at the moment) ♥
shirt- blackk
pair of pants- my pink polka dot pajamasss
shoes- nonnnee.. just socks
socks- theyre amy's.. lol theyre blue with red heartsss on them
makeup- nonnee right now
hairstyle- down and curllyyy
chair you're sitting in- a comfy computer chair
food you're eating- nothingggg
song you're listening to- nothing
friend you're talking to- nonnnee its like 2 in the momring =S i need to go to bed.. i have soccer early in the mornign =(
boyfriend- Luke Austin Davis ♥
bestfriend- Jess, Dine, Phil
people at home- my mom, step dad, borther, other brother, and little sister
place you're at- my computer room
AIM screenname- i dont have aimmm
movie you're watching- noneee
bladder- uhhhhh my current bladder? aha?
pet nearest to you- my kittyy soda
book nearest to you- noneee that i can see
time- 2:02AM eek
Alrightyyyyy
so im really bored and I cant fall asleepp, so i came on here. And i played around with my diary thingggg, and changed it all up.. and i havent actually wrote in here in a supper long timee, so i decided im gonna.
LOTS has changed in the last year.. last 2 years. Its crazy, I was going through my old sitdiary and was deleting all my old entriess, and then i came to onee.. that i rememberd writing because i just wrote about one day. And i stoped deleting the rest. Becausee.. it was nice to remember how things were. Its wierd. I like how things are going right now, and Im overall prettty happy.. but it made me sad.. reading how different things were, not even a year ago. The people who were in my entry im still friends with, but nothing like we were. Things are different. So much has changed..bad change, and lots of good change, but i simply hate change.
I've never been good with change, and i just cant take it. I love my boyfriend. I love being with him. I love my friends. I love my 3some with jess and dino. I love when luke and me and ashton have so much funn. I love seeing phil still. I love how me and adam are becoming friends again. But i miss so much.
Everyones changed. and everythings changed. And i dont know why it bothers me so much. I think its the memories. I miss in grade 7, when we didnt have anything to worry about.. and we were all just best friends, and we didnt have to worry about stupid tihns, and we all just had fun. And i miss grade 8.. i miss being with phil and adam every single dayy. I miss everything that went on that year. I know this makes no sence, and im just in a wierd moood, but i dont know why things have to change.
Maybe ive changed?
Tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Give me a reason to end this discussion,
To break with tradition.
To fold and divide.
i love that song =)
And its true.
Everythings good right now, and i love ittt
You just have to talk things outtt.
Weve got so many good things going for uss
so why do i always seem to think of the baddd
Lukes gone
Ashtons gone
Im in lethbridge
And linhs even gone from here
and i know its probably the fact that i actually have no way to see my friends, but its no different really then how the last coouple months of grad 10 have been. i really mis having friends. Just hanging out, and being at the hockey rink with phil and adam, or walking around riverbend for hours with a big group, even though wed never really go anywhere. i miss walking over to jessicas more then 5 times on the weekends, and i miss just seeing her. I just, i think that i put all these feelings aside because im so happy with they way things can be. Like, me and ashton and luke are ususally spending alot of time together, and there both great, fun guys so its always fun. and i just love luke. i do. so, i dont know why i feel like this. I dont really tell anyone about it, and i dont talk much about it to anyoneee, i just.. miss alot of things. I miss grade 7, when i saw phil alot. I miss gr 8 when everyone just hung out. I miss grade 9, because even it was still better.
I think im really shy now. Ive made friends in highschoool, but not alot. And i miss my friends. I miss them. I love luke, and i would spend every moment i had with him if i could, i just think.. that i need to balance it a little bit. not even balance it, just have time for everyone.. cus i dont, and i think id feel a little shut down if i wasnt myselff.
I dont like feeling this way
its like everyone has kind of expected me to never be there, or never be available to do anything.. and i deserve it. but i hate it. i really miss everything. I lovel ife. i love parts of my lifee. I just need, i want it all. All together.
A life of love, and friendships, good friendships would make me happy. I have amazing friends, i just have to work on.. i dotn know, work or making it better.
I admire katie and chad, they seem to have everything in a relationship figured out. They both have amazing best friends, who they see all the time. Theyre always together, but they seem to always be with friends too. i dont know how they do it.
there two amazing people, and i admire that, cus they make eachother so happy
sometimes, i just sit at my locker, and look at them.. lol it sounds creepy, but im not even kidding. They just make me so happy because theyre always so happy, and so constantt, and they just remind me how good things can beee =)
some days youre just there,
some days feelings catch up with you,
some days it hurts,
some days we pretend
some days we cant take it,
some days we miss before
So I'm done Juniour high.. lol its really wierd but it went by sooo fasst. Soo fast. I really didnt want to cry, and i told myself i wasn't going too.. and i didnt.. i mean i signed yearbooks and stuff, and i didnt cry.. but then i stopped by ms demaras room to say goodbye, and i was still fine.. but then she said goodbye to sean, and she started ballingg, and it was so sad, cus me and sean and her have been in so many plays, and ah i just loved her. Shes a freaking amazing women and im ognna miss her.. and then she kinda pulled herself together, and tryed to write something in my year book and then she hugged me, and we both started balling and she just said "you better come back missy, ill miss you"and then i had to leave.. and the whole way home i balled my eyes out, like hysterically.. because i had to move that day too.
After we all jumped out of the back of our bus.. luke and ashton walked me homee... and as soon as they left my doorstep i couldnt stand bein in my house.. so i ran out he backdoor cus i just wanted to leave. I couldnt take it..but then they saw me, so i talked and ended up going home. We've moved now.. and we're in our new home.. and i hate it. Every other time i moved, i got use to it within like 2 days, but i hate it. I want to be in riverbend, i mean i already felt freaking excluded from everyone.. and now i just literaly am. im gone.. and i hate it. I just miss the little things, i miss being able to walk to peoples houses.. and not planing things and just going and meeting someone. and doubling on ashtons bike, and the late night visitss.. and just randomly seeing people walking around with their friends and waving haha.. i know that sounds really gay but im really gonna miss it.And im gonna miss seeing luke everyday, thats a major onee.. or going to stampede breakfest with jesska, or the breach just randomly.. AHH.. i mean things were already not perfect where i was.. but i still liked it, and i was gonna work on everything, but now i just feel so out of everythingg.. and i hate it
Hmm.. anywyas, my summer hasnt been to exciting yet. i got to see my sisters though.. and i gotta lifeguard with brianne! haha it was funnn...alrighty, i dont feel like writing much more.. its like2in t he morning, but im not tired at all.. but im ognna go runningg in the morning before i go homee cus it makes me happy =) haha yah im cool lol jks
*i missss lukeeeeeeee so much
*goodnight
xo
Im in math right now, and im suppose to be studying for my achievement tests.. but i really just dont care right now, and i dont like that.. cus i do wanna do good, i just cant actually sit down and studyy.. ive been thinking too much, but its alright.
Hmm.. anyways, yesterday my dad drove my brothers back to calgary and we had to go adn watch my brothers football tryouts, it was fun at firstt.. but got kinda boring. I was drvining everywhere we went yesterday too.. and i hateHATEhate merging! i hate it.. its horrible, but im getting better so its all good. Me and my dad went to tims, and then went back to the tryouts.. and then we all went to peters drive in, it was goood! i had onion rings with tuns of vinegar.. and a raspberry sundaee!! mmmmm it was heaven.. and while i was eating it, this big muscular guy drove into the parking lot with his arm sticking out the windoww.. and he had a huge snake wrapped around his wrist like 3 timess.. it was real! it was creepy. Hmm.. then i drove home, and my dad said bye to us, and everything.. and he left. I was kinda mad at him.. i felt bad about it though, because.. i guess its my fault. I came upon something whiel i was waiting in the car that i shouldnt havee.. i really dont even have any proof of it, but his past.. and everything thats happened this year just adds up to it all.. i love him, but i dont get why hes like this... i really cant take much more of it, because its not right.
Later.. me and jess had a water fight with my little sisterrr, and then.. hmm wait.. the bell's ringing right noww, so im gonna finish this latterr
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alrighty.. im back, so back to my story. After our water fight.. i put on my rollerblades and we went down to carburn park cus it was floodingg.. and we saw dan, so he joined up with us.. and we came to this hugeeeee puddle/flood on the pathh... so i started giong super fastt.. and i tryed to go right through it!! it didnt work too good though, and i got soaked.. and every time i tryed to do it again, it just got worse.. and i ended up doing the splits, and i couldnt get up.. but it was fun!!
hmm.. i dont feel like writing much moree, cus im super hungry.. so im gonna go get something to eattt
I guess im backk! lol
i havent wrote in here for the longest time, but i decided i wanted to today, im nto sure why.. im just super bored. So anyways, lots has happened lately. Ummm..schools almost over, and im super excited.. but, i havent started studying yet, and i think im gonna flunk everythingg, except englishh
Umm, im still with luke.. its been 8 months and 4 days. He's greatt. Im not going to get all into it, because im not even sure what id say, but i just dont feel like ive been giving him everything he deserves.. hes always their for me, and i dont want to be there any less. I really dont know what id do without him.. its just amazing. I just feel safe with him.. and i cant wait until summer starts!!
Umm.. the other night there was a party at kevins housee, it didnt turn out to well. Kendahl baby, i hope your okay. She wasnt feeling too hott, a coupel people werent.. and i was the babysitter for once, lol.. so i basically just wathec out for everyone all nightt. Adn well, lots happened there, but it wasnt to goodd.. hmm, phil was hilariousss.
okay, umm... i just have to get this out there. I am seriously going crazy, maybe im just jealous or maybe its simply whats been going on lately, but i cant take it anymore. Theres this one person, and when were not with this one person, things are usually okay for a wihle, but then theyll start talking about someone.. and i cant take it. I really cant stand to even be around them anymore, because i pretend liek everythings fine. And, all my good friends love this person, so i havent really said anything to anyone about it. Its just, the person they always takl about is special to mee, and.. they want them. Or they just always talk about how amazing and super this person is, which he iss.. but they always talk about how they want him... and bleh, it dosent even matter, i shouldnt even care.. its just everything they say to me, i end up getting in a fight with the person theyre talking about. bleh, thats confussingg... but its alright, i just wanted to get it out. }
LINHS GOT A BOYFRIENDDD!!! SCOREE!! lol he sounds beautyfull.. im happy for herrr!! lol ummm alright, thats about it.. i have soccer today, and im gonna go pick luek up from work cus its pouringgggg!!!
i miss luke
im sick
i wanna see my friendss
im complainingg.. im annoying myself god lol
Do you think there's ever one person out there, that your meant to be with? I mean, in your life your probably going to go through many diferent relationships, and meet many different people, and everytime youll find a little more of something youre looking for. But, do you think there could always be one person.. one person that no matter what happened between you two, and no matter what went on in your own lives, youd always have a thing for them?
Anyways.. im still sick. Ive got strep throat, and its my long weeekend. So it kinda sucks, because im not allowed to do anything. I've been renting the season of Sex and The City.. and i love that show. I saw the last episode ever, and balled my eyes out the whole night.. it wus sad. I think im a hopeless romantic, im not even sure what it means really... but im thinking that, i just want love. I want cant live without, consuming love... haha, yah im a nerd. lol and i know it might not happen for a long time, but is it okay to tell someone you love them, if you do, but on a smaller degreee?
Hah im such a loser.. lol ive spent my weekend so far, renting sad dvds, crying. painting my toe nails red, orange, and yellow.. and watching mroe movies. cryign. and then going for walks by myself in the snow, cus im bored. lol I really want to see my friends. I miss luke alot... but i know hes having fun, that loser.. in mexico, so its all good lol. I just miss talking to him, lol.. and i just miss the little things, like whenever im sick, hes always here for me.. lol and i miss the way he smells, and all my friends are having fun there not sick.. so im realizing how stupid i am sometimes.. its all good though, its funny right now.
I really wanna see jesskaa! and jakee! lol they make me happyyy, and i always have so uch fun when we hang outt.. even when were not really doing anythingg. lol i miss adam too, but i have this feeling that somethings not right with us again.. and i shouldnt keep bugging him right now.. but i want to, thats what we do. lol
AHH I HATE BEING SICK! it makes me depressed.. i want to lose weight, alot of it. lol im done.
WE GOT FIRST AT THE WESTERN TOURNAMENTTT! EVERYONE PLAYED EFFING AWSOME.. ALL THE GAMES WERE SO INTENSE, AND CLOSEEE!! AND WE GOT FIRST !! YAY lol i saw jake too! that wus funnnn, we were all so exciteddddd!
THEN LUKE SHOWED UP! I WUS PUMPED! lol but i wus being to happy or something, so i stopped. lol then the rest of the night wsu pretty gooddd. then luke came ovverr, and he gave me my valentines day giftt..WOW.. its amazing. i loooove itttt! i feeel bad thoughhh, cus wow
anyhoooo, im goin to bedd
xo//chelssss
I changed my whole background and everythingg.. its WOW now, its so colorfull.. but im not sure if im gonna leave it like thiss, its just making me happy right now lol haha =)
Anyways.. ive been thinking lately about alot of things, alot of old things. Its wierd but lately i feel like ive been missing somethingg, something i had before. Its wierd, i dont know how to explain it. I miss hanging out with the people i use to hang out with all the time. Like when it was close to summer, there'd be a couple of us that would hang out all the time, and thered be this whole gang, lol.. and i had so much fun then. I mean, im having fun now, i just really really misss that. I miss going to phils house sometimess.. or just seeing adam and playing football. I know it sounds stupid, but i do.. alot
Ive also been thinking about something else alot. One of my closest friends and i still arent talking. She called me the other day, and i was so excited, cause i thought we were gonna try and work things out.. but it didnt work out that way. She only called because she thought i had called that morning, and when she found out that i hadent.. she said "right, well ill talk to you sometime" and hung up.. and i didnt hang up the phone for a minute. I just sat there on my bed, and couldnt believe shed hung up.. and i realized how bad things are. I know its such a little thingg.. i mean its just a phonecall i know, but thats never happened, all the years weve been friends, and now we cant even talk on the phone.. but im still not sure what to do. I mean, you know how theres that whole saying *Chicks Before Dicks* lol.. well i think its pretty true. The thing is, i know i was probably an idiot, and that i could have acted alot different, but the thing is.. i really was gonna put her so close to the top, and i was gonna try so hard but she wont accept it. Now im just not sure.. because she knows i want her back alott, but she still dosent care. And i know half of the reason is because she dosent want this to happen again, but telling me to choose isnt fair. ITs nto fair to anyone i dont think, no matter who it envolvess.. your allowed to have your friends, and your allowed to have a boyfriend, youve just got to even it outt.. and your allowed to make mistakes while its happening. I know i messed up pretty bad, but i dont think i actually meant as much to her as i might have thoughht.. i just really want my rose backk
Ughh.. besides all that, i got my report card backk.. my average dropped by 2 precent so it wasnt that bad, but alot of my marks slighty dropped, except for sociall.. that dropped 10 precent.. i efffing hate mr roston. I swear, every single day he gets out of his desk, walks all the way over to mine just to criticize me, or tell me what im doing wrong, or jsut to tell me to be quiet.. and before i use to say nothing at all to him. Now, i actually kind of stand up for myself, and i think he just enjoys arguing with me.. i hate it.
(SIGHT)
[ what color are your eyes? ]: bluee n greenie with these orangey fleck things
[ do you wear glasses/contacts? ]: neither
[ describe something beautiful to you ]: sunsetss
[ someone you know who has beautiful eyes ]: luke and parkerr
[ first physical aspect you notice on the opposite sex: be honest! ]: eyes.. and then hair
[ if you could see anyone or anything right now, who/what would it be? ]: luke
(SMELL)
[ do you like your nose? ]: nope
[ what does your hair smell like? ]: fruitss
[ what is your favorite scent from everyday life? ]: i like the smell of boyss, good cologne, fruits
[ if you use perfume/cologne, what kind? ]: jean paul gotier stuff, mm and fruits n passions stuff, and this cotton candy cheap stuff lol
[ who do you know that smells the best? ]: taylors always smelt really good, lol but luke smells amazingg
(SOUND)
[ what kind of music do you like to listen to? ]: alomst everythinggg.. except oprah classical stuff
[ name a song that is special at this moment in time ]: fall to pieces : velvet revolver
[ are you a good singer? ]: in the showerr
[ do you play an instrument? ]: noope.. i want to though
[ which spoken language sounds the best? ]: um french or spanish
[ favorite everyday life sound? ]: laughss
[ least favorite everyday life sound? ]: mag piess and black birds.. i hate them
[ of the people you know, who has the best-sounding voice? ]: lol chanelle has a cool voicee..
(TASTE)
[ favorite food? ]: umm fruitt
[ favorite drink? ]: peach juice from tims
[ do you have a tongue/lip piercing? ]: nopee
[ what are your thoughts on coffee? ]: i dont like the taste of straight coffeee, but i like english toffee coffe, or ice caps
[ the worst taste you have ever encountered? ]: hmm.. i dont remember, im really picky thoughh, so theres a bunchh
[ would you eat something disgusting for money?]: yah probablyy.. its depends how much though
(TOUCH)
[ do you consider yourself touch-sensitive?]: very lol
[ do you like people touching you?]: ha its wierd.. but most of the time lots, it really depends on who though
[ are you ticklish and if so, where? ]: absolutly everywheree.. its bad i know
[ which are better: hugs or kisses? ]: umm i like good hugss, cus u just get to hold themm lol
[ who was the last person you touched? ]: luke
[ who do you wish you could reach out and touch right now? ]: himm
[ favorite material to touch? ]: anything warm n sofft
Im home from school and Im still sick.. im not really even sure whats wrong with me, but my stomach feels like its gonna explode, but my moms coming home today so I think im probably going to the doctors.
Umm.. last night luke came over an gave me my math homework, and he cleaned my room, haha.. which i feel sooo bad about because its crazy in there.. and then he gave me drinks and food, lol and he wus just being soo nice to mee, and i felt like crap, because i couldnt do anything back. He was just really sweet, and i liked it.. but then he made me go to sleep at 9, cus i never end up going to sleep until like 2:30 or 3:00.. but its okay, cus im not tired today, i just feel like crap. Its wierd, cus when im walking i have to like bend over, or else my stomach hurts soooo baddd.. but even when im lying down sometimes it feels like someones jabbing a knife into my stomach and twisting it aroundd. lol Enough about that thoughhh.. theres more important things.
Umm, okay.. in every relationship, like friends and more then friends, n families.. your gonne get in arguments or disagree about things, or get in fights. Well, with almost of all of my friends, i never end up getting in fights with, or i resolve the problem before it even gets close enough to becoming a figghtt. But this timee, its happening badd. Its different though, because the person its happening to i barely see anymore, but i still love them.. and i care for them alot, and they care for me too.. but thats the problem right now. Because, i never get angry at people or anything like thatt, and i just let out lots of my feelings towards like 2 people.. and this one person cant take it anymore, because the majority of what ive been talking about lately is something she just dosent wanna hear. She thinks im envolved in something that s not good for me at all, and basically.. she said i have to pick what i want more. And thats the thing.. i cant, i love her, i always have and weve gone through lots.. and i know ive complained about things, but im happy.. and i havent been for a while, and i know nothing will ever be perfect, but sometimes its pretty darn close.. because she dosent see all the good things that do happen. Im not saying the way she feels is wrong, because i cant do thatt.. but even if she dosent want me to talk about that part of my life, or to not make her envolved in it, she still has to be hapy for me.. and she can tell me what she thinks, but if were gonna stay as good of friends that we aree.. i cant pick right now, and i dont know how thats gonna work out. And i feel bad, because i know shes gonna hate me for it but things change really quickly, and things get better.. and they did, so im not suree. God i hate this. I dont like fighting with people, and ive never ever fought with her, but now shes like threatening our friendship if i dont make a choice.. and i know she cares for me n all, and thats why shes doing it, but if anythings going to be done about anything, its gonna be done because of mee.. and i love her so much, i dont know what im gonna do..
Okayy.. and that means nothing to anyone, lol so im moving on. Umm, actually ive got nothing else to say, except how i think im a nerd because i hate missing school. But thats alrightt, i just hate getting homework and having to catch up.. but i think im gonna go watch another movie.
Ohh.. one more thing, i watched the most pointless movie before i came on here, and it made me mad..it was called Finder's Fee lol. The whole movie was about some winning lottery ticket that this one guy found in someones wallet. And it was all about how he felt guilty cus he took it, because the man whose wallet it was had came to claim it.. and well, all this stuff happens, and allt here friends begin to go crazy because they all find out how much the ticket wus wortthh..and the one guys girlfriend leaves him, cus he couldnt tell her he loved her, long story lol. anyways.. And then at the end, you think the tickets gone, and everyone leavess.. except the man with the wallet, and the guy who found the wallet. And the guy who found the wallet gives the man his ticket, and hes all happy and cant stop laughing.. and then he leaves. Then the guy who found the wallet calls his girlfriend and tells her he loves her, so u think everythings gonna work out, and then this guy shows up at his door, and says hes looking for his wallet.. because the other guy wus his brother in law. So i wus mad, because everything that happened in the movie had no point, and it wus all a big liee.. and then it ends, and the wrong person got the ticket.. haha im donee
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I felt like getting a new one of these.. its a newyear, and lots happened on my old one. Its nice to go back and read sometimes, but i just wanted a new one too, so here i am lol. I'm gonna go get something to eat thoughh.. see youu