Today Patricia had a breakdown. She was just sitting in front of the school crying and yelling. An ambulance had to come. Security guards had to carry her to the nurse or whatever. I think it was part guy problems and part stress. I hope she's okay. I dunno, I just never thought this could happen to anyone that I knew. I think I'm going to just die. I'm so overloaded. Math test tomorrow and SAT II Saturday and finals next week. My parents won't get off my back about the SAT IIs. I can't even get online. I just dunno, I want to leave this place so badly, I want it all to end.