I've just been reading through a few of my past entries. I can't believe I beat Boss on a physics test! I can't believe I didn't hate Daniel's guts! Damn.. I totally hate his stupid, bigoted, traitorous, narrow-minded arse. He's the stereotypical ignorant American. People like him are the reason Europeans look down on Americans. Well.. enough of that. So I'm getting ready to move in. Sort of. I'm talking about getting ready, about packing and cleaning my room. But I haven't actually done much yet. All I've done is buy stuff, basically. Now I've got about 2 weeks left. I'm getting that thing again.. like the Will thing. Where I was just a big damn chicken. And I hate that. I don't want to be afraid when there's quite obviously nothing to be afraid of. I wish I could just... be able to handle this. I don't want to push people away, and then feel sad that they're gone.