sorry im writing im this fo the 3ed time today. well i guess i have no life oh well mom is drinking again every fuckin time im here she is never once happy to see me. i all ready know she does not luv me anymore oh well yeah it is never fun when mom is drunk she always finds away to make me feel bad well at less i have my sister with me. tonight is not going to be fun b/c of the thunder storm and mom drinking i always get the short end of the stick. well that is life it never works out the way u want. well im going to stop writing but i will be on the computer all night and in chrissy's room lots of love ~ME~ poem i wrote in five minutes. in thought of kayla Here to stay U were always their to wipe the tears away U make me feel the way words can not say I don’t know why I do the thing I do I don’t know why I reacted to the things I do Or say the things that I do If I was to run, would u?? Or would u stay be hind?? If I was crying, would u?? Or would u just sit their?? Would u cry just b/c I was crying ?? Or would u cry b/c u know how I feel?? Do u really understand??? Or do u just pretend?? Are the things u say to me true ?? Or do u just tend to say the things I wants to hear?? Would u walk to the ends of the earth with me if I asked u to?? If I ask if every thing was going to be okay Would u lie to me and she yes?? or tell me the truth?? U mean the world to me And so much more U are their to hear wat I have to say Never do u turned away And fo me I would never turn my back to u When u need me most I would always lesson to the thing u have to say I would wipe away all ur tears I will always make u feel the the way words can not say If you ran I would run too If u were crying I would cry too b/c I know how u feel I understand and never pretend All the things I say to u are the truth from the depths of my heart If u asked me to walk to the ends of the earth, I would no mater the time of day And im her to stay