today i had to go to gorham to deposit a check for dad that was fun it gave me something to do. and on the way back to the house at the light by sam's club me and nick almost got into an acident again it was so scarry well my light turned green and of course i went and this other guy was flying by and of coures that means that he ran a red light and he was going like 60 or 65 mpr and the only reason i slamed on my brake is b/c nick steped on the floor really hard pertending that he had a brake and he a so made a grunting sound if i had go a sec earlyer and he hit me i would have died b/c it he would have hit me on my side of the car and nick would have been injered really bad i can till u that was the worse thing to happen to me i was shaking so bad i still am my heart stoped and u imagen i almost died it makes u think and i know that is not going to be the last time it will happen to me i called nana after it happened and she said did u get the licence plate and i say i was almost in another accident and it scarred the shit out of me that was the last thing that was on my mind. i would be able to live with my self if anything happened to nick or anyone even if this time it would not have been my falt but it was the worse feeling ever and after that day i hit that gurl i thought that would never happen agian guess wat i was wrong i dont want to go though this again it is so hard to get over and if he hit me i would not have been here, at that speed he was going anything could happen well that is anough talk about that im going to mom's around 5 so i should be their at six i wonder if chrissy had one of those feelings again. luv ya fo ever and fo always ~ME~