so lastnight i was awakened 5 times by my girlfriend calling me... and each time she started out by saying "i cant sleep". the first time i asked her why and she said shes been thinking...about me...and she couldnt stop. the next time she called she told me she loved me, and she appreciated everything that i do for her. WOAH! did i just hear those words from her mouth, ive gotta be dreaming?!!? nope, she said it. she went into this long speech about how she was laying there thinking about how much i really do for her and how in everything i do, it has to do with her in some way and how im ALWAYS thinking about her (WOAH SHE GETS IT?!) she told me she wanted to change and be more like me... (cause honestly i do everything for this girl) i dont know if i want her to change, i mean yeah, being less moody might be nice but i like being the one who takes care of her, she's my princess, i want to do everything.but anyways as she kept going... she goes...."andrea i love you" and i told her that i loved her too and she said "no andrea I LOVE you, like really LOVE you" i about cried. im the one to normally express my feelings, she does but not so much...so whenever i do hear it from her, its amazing. she told me she realizes that because she doesnt tell me how she feels that much, i worry. shes right, if she told me how she felt more often then i wouldnt worry...but after lastnight it took so much weight off my shoulders, i heard the sincerity in her voice...i know she means it and i know the way she looks at me when we're together shows she loves me also. i trust her now more than i ever have. so to my previous entry about me wondering who to believe, its her. shes not gonna cheat on me or hurt me. she loves me. i see it and i feel it. and its the most amazing feeling in the world, to be loved by the person you're in love with.