Ive changed. Changed so much for her. I control my anger. I let my guard down, I show her how much I care. I show her when I'm hurting. She has me wrapped around her finger now. She has me where she's always wanted me. And now she's hurting me. Now she doesn't know if she wants to be with me. Its so hard to be with someone who doesnt even know if they want to be with me. I can't take this, I can't handle this.