hi everyone i am not having a good day....my ex was going to come over but is pissed off at me cause he figured out that charles my boyfriend knows that my ex still has feelings for me so he didnt come and then charles was going to come but chelsea has other plans so he didnt come...chelsea is a girl who i dont know as a friend i guess but i always and always will have jealous issues with her cause people always tell me that i need to watch them two both cause they always flurt with each other and inside and i still kinda have those feelings and they wont go away so i feel lonely and bored mostly all the time and now i am not allowed to make any plans with chalres cause it is to complicated and he is probably going to break up with me but right now at this moment i dont care cause i am too pised and i cant control what my parents say. raven