hi everyone you like my new diary thanks to my friends matti and steph but i am not doing so well.charles was talking to matti and he thinks he is gay and saying all the stuff and i got hurt and pissed. it is just i hate the feeling that he is hiding something from me and people are always putting things in my mind and i cant take it anymore and i dont want to anymore i thought we were stronger than this but i dont know what to do and i got no sleep last night instead i cried myself to sleep..i dont know what to do...i am stuck and i dont want to....i am pissed at both charles and matti..i am not talking to them...til...something happens i dont know....but i am sick and tired of being in the middle and wondering who is telling the truth. love always raven