well cant you tell that i was bored..i didnt know what to write but spring break is over and it was boring mostly...easter was ok i guess..nothing new..all about jesus..me and charles are doing ok though people are bothering me so bad that we dont act like a couple..do i believe it.....sometimes..i can say..have i got tired of the relationship....with all this people...yeah sometimes it gets to me..i think he derseves so much better no matter what he says. i am scared to go in high school with charles..i am scared of the things coming to us..i dont know what to do..all i know is going to get worse but i dont want to give him up cause i will suffer without him i love him so much it hurts..help me.