#metalgate... lololololololololololololol Are you dipshits fucking serious? No, no, no, no. Don't get me wrong. I want you to proceed in trying to change metal. Because I know it's going to swipe back and knock you all on your ass. There is no genre in music more unapologetic for what it stands for than Metal. So go ahead, shit stains. Go after metal. It will proudly destroy you. You have no idea what you are going up against. This is not some pussy, game dev you could push around. Metalheads will never cow tail to your unreasonable demands of changing everything they love to save your precious feels.

Everyone's favorite, media princess, Anita Sarkeesian got her "Preach to the choir about how men are the salt of the Earth" session interrupted by a death threat. This seems pretty par for the course for her as she claims to get these daily, but low and behold only actually produce them when it's extremely convenient to her, such as when she's raising money to do a project or when said project is losing it's grasp on common folk and she needs to ripple the water to get back into the main stream. No death threat should be taken lightly. It seems though that when people want to kill public figures... they just do it and not make it known to the world that it's going to happen. I'm sure Lee Harvey Oswald wasn't at his favorite diner before shooting JFK, bragging about how he had plans to kill the president that day. The Columbine shooters weren't talking about it before doing it that I recall. That Sandy Hook shooter didn't leave a blog post up before shooting kids. The threat involved was similar in nature to that guy from CA that went off and killed a bunch of people. Who makes manifestos anymore? This guy saw what the shooter in LA did. Copied his favorite bits to make it seem threatening enough, and sent it in to keep Anita from showing up. I doubt he had murderous intent. But here comes Anti-Gamers using this to further the idea that all gamers are sad, virgin, neckbeard, sociopaths. No. NO! Bad internets! BAD! You do not go making assumptions based on singular people, who, might I add, never even mentions Gamergate in his little poem. Because when WE try to pull that on Feminists. They sure as hell smack down immediately and make it well known that not all people who label themselves as feminists speak for feminism. So we male, gamers would appreciate it greatly if you stop it with your hypocricy for thirty seconds and make it well known that this dude doesn't speak for all men/gamers in accordance to your own social justice rules. Because if "Big Red", one of the most popular tropes of your ilk, "Doesn't speak for all feminists". Then how could you sit there and claim this person who wrote out the threat speaks for all of us? Get the fuck out of our hobby and then maybe we gamers could get back to playing games with anyone who enjoys them. Male, Female, Black, White, whoever. We could do that again without you turning it into another social justice warrior weapon for your back asswards cause. You douchebags fucking killed comedy. One of my great escapes from your bullshit. Only a matter of time before you kill gaming too judging by the way you work. I'm going to go play super smash bros. for 3DS now. Is that okay, feminists? Should I check my privledge first before playing my game that has no god damned connection with misogyny what-so-ever, or do you wanna look at it for three seconds and make one up before I start?

The gamer is a dying breed, but it isn't our fault. I love playing games and being a gamer. If you do one you are the other. Your mom, who plays nothing, but free to play, facebook, farm or restaurant simulators, is a gamer. Your little brother who has two games on his phone, the 10 minute game demo of tetris he never touched and candy crush is also a gamer. Here's something else. Your mom, your little brother, and you are all misogynistic, bigoted, racists now because gaming media and a few popular people on youtube say that you are. And SJWs are all standing behind their claims with as much vitrial and spite towards you as they could harbor. Now I know what you are saying... "But I'm not any of those things. I'm Actually way into social justice... and may even be part of what they say are the victims of this." Nope... you too. You are part of this crusade against gaming and they could care less who you are. Unless of course you join their band wagon and claim that ou too are a victim and help their cause to destroy "Gamers" Once and for all. You see, Gamers aren't dying. They want to commit Genocide on Gamers and make it a bunch of SJWs just like them. We aren't good enough for The group of rouge SJWs and Feminists who have hijacked the media and are now using it as their pedestal and spring board to enhancing their lives. They can't fix what they think are problems when we aren't willing to give up everything and sign the business to them without any say. So instead they are fully intent in getting rid of us, the roadbumps to their Social Justice agendas, and replace us with similar thinking drones or people who just won't care... I.E your mom who plays free to play facebook games, and your little brother who plays Candy Crush on his iPhone. Those who would never be effected if console gaming were to be fundamentally dismantled. So yes... you too. All that stuff you loved growing up is under attack because it isn't good enough for a very opinionated feminist and the gaming media who loves plastering her face on things and making it out that We are the problem with gaming. If they win, we lose. What killed comedy, The film industry, and pop culture in general is at Gaming's doorstep. So "gamer"... what are you going to do about it? Are you going to let it in and offer it a drink, or tell it to go screw itself? I've made my choice and I'm going to be heard. It's time these SJWs get to know what it's like that they have abused us enough with their hate speech and yellow journalism. "It's no longer Social Justice when you become the bullies." - JonTron

There is a bit of my story involving a girl named Carrie from my high school years I often never get to saying. In essence this is the most important part of the entire story. It is how we chose to end our saga together. As people know I was pretty much always a needy kid who lived on the attention of others. I already covered my flaws, so no need to restate them. They are down below if you must get a point of reference. Carrie was the first girl who ever showed me kindness. I suppose that's why the end was so important to me. It probably meant little to her, but it meant a lot to a boy who had nothing left to give. It was graduation day, and this meant more then likely I'd never see 99% of these people ever again in my lifetime. I had made myself a promise that day. I was going to find my courage and at least try to attone for my problems that I had caused her in my sophmore and junior years. Before the event of us walking I said nothing, afterwards I said nothing, during pictures I could say nothing. It wasn't until the very last moment when a friend told me she was leaving that I forced myself to do it before I left in regret. I crossed the street as she was leaving and moved to her side. In front of her family, her friends, and some teachers I stammered nerviously, but managed to tell her congratulations, wished her the best of luck in college, and offered my hand in a last ditch effort of peace. Carrie could have spat at my hand, turned her back, and left me there with my shame, but she did not do that. She smiled at me, wished me luck back, and took my hand. She allowed me to move forward as equals. That day I had my vindication, this day I have none. I have this giant albatross around my neck. It's wrapped around there by a steel chain. Every time I think about trying to break away from my routein I gran and tug at this thing and choke myself before I let myself free. I will never find vindication from it, but it's not because I stopped trying. This albatross has a name, but only because I named it. It runs tight around my neck, but only because I choose to keep it there. It chokes the voice out of my mouth around others, but only because I'm pulling on the chain. I keep and honor this thing, but only because I've learned that it's my punishment. It has a latch that only I can reach. No one asked anybody to apologise. My wife did it on her own and I followed. We have hands that we need to wash clean. They will never get clean unless we see them that way. Enough is enough. It is time to wash my hands of this. With this new revelation I now have no reason to hold this off any longer. Because the only person keeping me from my sweet vindication now is me. A mistake I won't make in this albatross's name any longer. The only person who's apology will set me free is my own. Not accepting it for all these years is the truth I never wanted set free. I may have things to be sorry for, but they won't be heard, so I give up on that. I'm not good enough for attoning to those sins. Time to make it right with people who actually care about them, starting with myself.

What happens when apologies are no longer sufficient? What happens when in essence all you are doing is apologizing for just being yourself? It makes the act of apologizing obsolete and that's the road block that ended me. I am Manipulative Dependant Self-preservating Vengeful Condescending Arrogant and Prideful I have some redeeming qualities as well, but it wasn't those that got us where we found ourselves Five years later. I remember that moment in Scott Pilgrim Vs. the World where Scott apologizes to Kim for "being me". It maybe was what she needed to hear, but did it mean that he was going to change? We never know. I'm also sorry for all of those things that are me that led to the blowing up of our bridges. Everyday, however I am reminded that in the darkness of me I am still all of those things. My coworkers have felt in some way my faults as a human being and looking back I could say that... I am downright villianous. If given the power I would be like Gideon, like Light Yagami, like Ozymandias, and like Jigsaw. I failed you at my weakest. That is my regret, and it is the ghost that will haunt me until I pass from this world. No one to blame, but myself... I'm sorry you had to see who I really am and that I infected you so much. It's for the best I'm out of your lives. This sounds like some pathetic attempt at some grasp for pity. It's not, it's just how I rationalized the fall out. By all means, just take it for what it is and forget about it. I'm sorry too, but when you are the problem like Scott was maybe it too is worth a short smile and never knowing any further past the end credits.

How are you expecting us to take feminism seriously when only the conservatives are the ones talking about disgraced, now Ex-mayor of San Diego, Bob Filner? When you are making shit-eating, radio talk-show, conservatives actually seem more on top of, and care more about the news that 18 women are claiming sexual harrassment on a public official you have fucking lost the battle. You did nothing, but scream foul on every white guy alive when Trayvon was killed, and blame all of us for every rape in America, possibly even everywhere else... Now we're staring at a multi-client sex scandal, a scum bag ex govenor trying to win mayorship of NYC, and might actually pull it off, three black kids who killed an austrailian student "Out of boredom", and two other black kids who beat an 82 year old man to death and now you've got nothing to say?! Your cult is fucking retarded... Then again the conservatives are only making the big deal out of it because you aren't. That is the Triple Standard, brought to you by social fucking incompetance on both sides of the arguements. The Cabals of the Cult of Minority are telling the masses NOT to jump to conclusions with this Oklahoma murder... This is after criticising all of us for telling them to do the same with Martin/Zimmerman. Another shining example of the Triple Standard. Fuck this crazy ass cult.

In this country the worst thing you could do is dare to offend someone. For all of the things you can't tolerate in a youtube celebrity I could find about five times more about Politically Correct America that has turned us all into cliques of intolerant assholes who's entire purpose is to perpetuate hatred between each other because of differences in race, sex, sexual orientation, creed, and any other damn thing that could seperate two people. Silencing people isn't going to stop this trend, if anything I want those who are the worst of us to speak the loudest. You should want people like the Amazing Atheist saying what is in his heart for all to hear instead of harboring it inside. If more people did this we could put to rest a lot of problems. We could use these people as examples you could show off to people as what not to be instead of telling you that blanket groups like "The Patriarchy" or "The Man" is making things like they are. Who the hell is "The Patriarchy"? Exactly, it's made to be so generic that anybody could be part of it if they fulfill one certain requirement. So instead of knowing the right people to be watching and passing judgment on, paranoia sets in and everyone is until proven innocent. Put those we figure out on giant banners and give an actual face to each of these core problems in attaining equality. Making individuals accountable is the only way we are going to make it into a next phase of understanding, not by throwing around generic stereotypes and conglomerating everyone into their own special team, with their own special rules. It was like The War on Terror. You are trying to abolish an idea, but that is impossible with all of us having free will. The best you could do is make it so that it is extremely unattractive for people to pick up that idea, but even then some just don't care. You can't save those people, and worse off you can't protect others from them. With every divide the media and the blogisphere creates it's going to be that much harder to obtain equality that they all say we deserve and desire. How could this be when one of the foundations of most rights movements is establishing your victimhood, then telling you that the only way to stop being a victim is to destroy an indestructable idea? I oppress you by default and there is nothing I could do about that because what the cult of minority preaches condemns me before I even had a chance to defend my case. Because I don't buy in with my every last dollar that everything wrong in this world has come about with a white face, a penis, and a bible in hand, I'm just another crutch for those established powers to thrive in the cult's eyes. So naturally my response has become to say "fuck the cult of minority". They are in it to do as much damage as the supposed patriarchy, or white power. The only difference between them and the cult is which end of the rope they are pulling at as they squeeze and drain the blood, sweat, and tears, from rest of us in the middle.

I know I'm definitely not the best at most anything, but there are a couple of things I could say I'll never be the worst at. Tekken and most other fighting genre of games dealing with customers in a retail job cooking a damn fine soup or stew being an honorable and faithful husband in six day's time the sunday jumble and other word puzzles and now it is set in stone I will never be the worst parent after what I just saw today. How does one know such a thing? Well good news is neither will anyone else reading this blog. In fact any deadbeat dad is a better of a parent to their child then this guy. His name is Herbert Schaible and he and his wife are the fundementalist Christians who allowed a child to die 4 years ago opting to use "Faith healing" instead of actual medicine to treat their child Kent of his Pheumonia. It obviously didn't work and he died a horrifying and unnecessary death. They got probation, not a murder charge, for his death. A condition to their probation was that they were to regularly allow their children to have routein medical check ups and no longer use their "Faith healing" method of watching a young child die. So you'd think that'd be the last time we'd ever hear about this dumb ass dad again, right? News just broke that they are back on the news... and guess what for?... that's right. They allowed another child to die using their method of "faith healing". This time it was an 8 month old boy who died of breathing problems and stopped eating. Fool us once, shame on us, fool us twice, send these sick fucks to jail for a long, long, time and make sure they are never allowed to even be near a child after they get out. And that's how I know that I will never be the worst father in the world. Why are some religious people this fucking stupid? This alone is a giant reason why maybe they shouldn't be in the position to be a deciding force in anybody's family planning. Please also find this cult they are part of and disband the fuck outta it. They are telling their members to let their sick children die.

Besides catching the United States with their pants down in a series of terrorist attacks. They both want to plead guilty to their crimes against fellow Americans in the name of radical Islam. Why can't they plead guilty? Because you are unable to plead guilty for a case with the death penalty against you. This has led the Public defenders of Hasan desperately want out of the responcibility of his actions as Hasan intentionally tries to throw his own defense. I have no reason to believe that Tsarnaev won't also do the same, unless for the sake of his mother he tries to allow his defenders to actually try and save his life. They both know what they did, love that they did it, and now want us to kill them as martyrs of their completely back asswards beliefs. They won, we lost, and in the case of Hasan your government won't allow us to call him a terrorist. I often think that republicans and democrats are equally bullshit in their belief systems, but why won'tdemocrats in power call Hasan what he is? Rolling Stone Magazine put Dzhokhor on the front cover. These guys are the fucking Justin Beiber and Brad Pitt of modern day terrorism. I would do everything in our power to make sure these two people live a very, very, long time in our penal system. They want an easy way out by death, I would keep them alive and well and surrounded by americans who don't give a shit how bad ass they think they are because they fulfilled their objectives of harming us in the name of their religion. Even the worst of us know scum when they see them.

Anon wants me to feel bad about being born white and male. Here's a few of the many reasons why that's ridiculous and you should find yourself another hobby other then trying to be the good feelings police around the internet. 1. All you are doing, anon, is the same thing that men who make women feel bad about themselves for dressing lushly or engaging in sexual encounters freely, except towards innocent white men who have no desire to perpetuate your cult mentality. 2. Shame doesn't teach anyone anything all it does is make those susceptible of it hide themselves from everyone else and choose not to participate in discussions or movements. The people out there who are commiting real racial and sexist attorcities have no shame. All you are doing is creating a gap between otherwise neutral parties of whites and males that otherwise could possibly help your cause. 3. Thinking that all white men think and act alike because they were born white and male is profiling them. Your doing the same thing you are claiming George Zimmerman did to Trayvon Martin except you believe you have the moral high ground because I'm white and male. Sexism and Racism exist in all people no matter who you do it to. It doesn't suddenly stop being racism or prejudice because you are doing it to a person in your assumed state of privilege. 4. Your endulgence of the cult has made it so you can't trust anyone in their realm of privilege causing you to live what must be a very paranoid and unhappy life. Your natural responce to this unhappiness must be to take it out on them. Besides try and challenge your cult mentality what else have I personally done to you? 5. Your assumed system of Privilege doesn't work. There isn't some special tattoo all white people have or some key card we all get once we come of age like in the movie The Skulls that suddenly make everything a shit ton easier on us. We still get stopped by police, we still get screwed out of promotions, we still have trouble getting loans. I've been looking for a second job for almost a year now and I can't find one. It's sure as hell isn't because of affirmative action. The only thing that changes that is money as I had already stated. When you have money you could be colored blue for all they care. Suddenly once you have the green respect and privileges flow to you like wine. And people with that green aren't entitled to share it. Look at native american run casinos. With as much money they get per year there shouldn't be a single native american living in poverty, but there are because those who run the casinos aren't required to build up any other native americans around them. So they Don't. 6. Plenty of african americans and women choose to make life difficult for other women and people of color. The supposed white boogeyman that makes everything so tough for the gammat of poverty stricken african americans and women are not the Arian race that Hitler said are the supreme race destined to rule the earth. There are pleanty of conservative women and wealthy african americans who don't give two shits about the racial divide or reproductive rights. It's not just a panel of white men wearing white powdered wigs in blue colonial jackets deciding things anymore. Women and people of color in power have no responsibility to share their success with others like them so they often don't. Kobe Bryant may play pick up basketball with some youth league for a day, but he isn't taking money out of his wallet to pick up the run down part of town those kids live in. 7. Bitching about white and male privilege in America is like bitching about a fly in your soup when children in Africa are starving to death daily. The real patriarchy is in the middle east. The real wealth diversity is in countries like North Korea where one man and his family lives like a god while everyone else under him live off dirt. Go ahead and continue your pointless crusade and tell me once again how I don't know anything about the world. Open up to your Cult of Minority bible and quote more about how I'm the scum of your utopia where all white men beg you for forgiveness for the ultimate sin of being born white and male. Sorry, sister. I don't drink out of that cup. I don't pay reparations to your cult. If you are not going to get some courage and come out of your anonymous veil don't bother responding back. I looked up those two hate mongering, victimists you suggested. If a couple of shame filled, white folk want to live their life telling other white folk to feel sorry for themselves, then more power to them. I bet they make a pretty penny off of saps like you who bought into their philsophy of self-depreciation.

I will not be silenced because of your perspective that as a white man I've somehow got this golden ticket to cruise through life while you have to toil through it unjustly. The myth that you must have gained through whoever taught you that the white man is evil is only one of the ways that this country has failed us all. The only so called "Privilege" I enjoy is the reality that when you are white and male in this country you get caught up in the hype that everything in this country was made for me to succeed while I stuggle to scrap a living by with the rest of you. I am allowed no quarter in my life because I am supposed to be a certain way and achieve certain things because apparently success is a birth right. SUCCESS IS NO MAN'S BIRTH RIGHT. We all have to earn that shit. and I'm fucking trying and it's hard without the luxuries of a family line of wealth or fame giving me a jump start. What you will find in America is that the people who are highest on the food chain are those who have the wealth in this country. Those people control all aspects of our culture. Black, white, red, brown... none of that matters before Green. Wealth is god in this country and fame is it's son, Jesus Christ. If you have them you are set to live "the american dream" if you don't we could only stand to the side and hope by some miracle we fall into some. Get it? If not I encourage you to come out of your anonymous state and add to the conversation. Give us a ten point plan on how to end the racial divide because the people in charge of it on both sides are not doing anything to close the gap. If you are going to convince me that I have a "Privilege" problem you are going to have to do a lot better than tell me "You're a white man, you don't know shit." I'm looking around the state I'm living in... I see no privilege here. I see the same scraping by that you're fucking doing.

I am sitting in the car listening to both sides of this country take their aim at the Zimmerman trial. The right calling Zimmerman a hero for standing up to doing something positive in his community and Trayvon the instigator and assailant of an otherwise great guy. Then the left calling Zimmerman a closet bigot and wanna-be cop and Trayvon an innocent victim of racial profiling. They are both wrong, but I can see in retrospect why both sides could be confused. People supporting Zimmerman believe in the justice system and the second amendment more then they do George Zimmerman. They fear that the other side are going to use this event to try to take their gun rights away as with everything in this country with the right. If they could do it to one person they could do it to you so it's all a matter of "We better back this guy or they will come after my gun next." So they took the story at face value and made sure to deflect the situation to anything else, but gun laws. Selfish. People supporting Trayvon live in a world where everything is always a constant where there is a group having it really good and another having it really bad. They want justice... I doubt it's for Trayvon. They want justice for themselves and their own wants and needs. They "know" that if it could happen to Trayvon it could happen to them, and the only reason it happened to Trayvon is because he was profiled because he was one of the minorities in this country and the perpetraiter was one of the ruling class. So they want justice for themselves because they are part of that minority, and THEY feel like THEY got cheated. Selfish. We can't help this from happening, in fact I'm shocked that this hasn't happened sooner. Look at all of our media. The news media is out there telling both sides of the aisle that they are either going to constantly have something taken from them. For the Right it's either their gun or their right to worship their religion, or their money. They clutch onto their bibles and the constitution of the USA because without them these people really have nothing to believe in for themselves. Anyone who doesn't revel before the awesomeness of those two foundations are out to destroy it and them. For the left it's a constant stream of fear that there is a divide in this country based on the hot topic they are talking about and that "THEY" rigged the game to make life constantly difficult for them. Everyone who isn't part of the minority, unless they proclaim subserviance to their cause, is considered "Them". The movie media is telling people that being a vigilante is about the coolest and most noble thing you could do for the community. We have characters in video gaming and movies who "Rise" up and become the city's "Knight" and you know exactly who I'm talking about. Is it possible that the hero complex was way too strong in Zimmerman for him to resist the chance to be the hero like in a bat man movie? That he wanted to make a name for himself by taking down this kid who he saw was up to no good and become famous for his act of bravery? Was he too fed up with the cops not being able to put these criminals away that he felt they were hopeless and took matters into his own hands? Of course it could be. The music entertainment industry... mainly in focus the Rap music entertainment industry is telling our african american youths that there is a certain way to live on those mean streets. For the most part it is telling you to disobey authority, to be hard and fight against anyone who crosses you wrong, that if you get into a fight you make sure that the other guy has no choice but to remember how much of a mistake it was to fuck with you. It teaches them all to be the biggest Alpha Male in the neighborhood. So is it completely possible that Trayvon, under the influence of these messages, felt the obligation to stand up and confront the man who probably gave him orders, to defy the authority being tried to be put over him? Was it installed into him to prove his dominance over that man because he may have caused him fear in order to reestablish his position of "Alpha Male"? Of course it could be. So why are we al fixated in the one solution that it must have happened because Trayvon was guilty for being black without proper attire and Zimmerman got off of his action because he was white? All everybody is doing here is setting back racial connections in this country ten fold. Fucking think like these people who desided the case's verdict had to do. Hate Zimmerman because he was cowardly enough to shoot the kid who was getting the better of him in a fight and he pissed himself. Not because he is fucking white. If the first thing you are getting out of this event is that Zimmerman was patrolling the streets looking for a black man to kill then you're already wrong. Accept that Trayvon did do wrong things and that his actions equally contributed to this outcome. That if he said "I'm just trying to get home." and not answered Zimmerman with a right hook he'd be home and not dead. This entire situation should have been handled between them with dialog and this isn't what people are understanding about it. They are blaming Zimmerman for following Trayvon to begin with under the assumption he profiled him racially, and Trayvon for cold cocking Zimmerman, not for them not being able to solve all of this in two minutes with simple conversation. Why is this so fucking hard to understand? Why are you all making this something it never was?

The Cult of Minority is still alive and well. Obama was told this morning by his lackies in PR that the people who voted him into office isn't going to like that he said to accept the verdict without victimizing the black race. So he corrected that promptly by reminding everyone that everyone who's white has it so much better then everyone else in this country and that it sucks being black. Good job Obama. We must not forget what the score is around here. Reinforce all of those drones of the Cult why they light their candles every night. In reality there is a real separation going on that uses the Cult to make sure they don't get over run by the masses under them. That is, of course, between those who have and those who have not. The people who are set for life love the fact that in the height of this heat wave where not enough of us have the luxury of air conditioning or a pool to use, you give so much more of a shit about what the cult told you to rage about instead of the people who look down on us and use us all as pawns to complete their fun and games. Oh, so you're a white male, well better sick the african-american on you to shame you into submission. Wait, some of the black men aren't into that fight, better sick the feminists on them. Some of the feminists aren't buying into that? Better get the gay rights community is gear so we could distract them from being productive. You are all puppets of the Cult. They sacrifice and breed more of your daily like thrulls. The media is their breeding pits. Some of you are red colored and others are blue, but in the end your life and your mana is theirs to manipulate. I hope you are all proud of yourselves. I know I'm not. When are you cult members going to wake up and realize that there is something bigger out there then race, sex, sexual orientation, and religious status keeping us all down and dependent on someone higher then we are? Oh wait, you're too busy picketing about some black kid got shot and texas hates women... ok, you keep doing that for the rest of your lives and enjoy those who really run this shit resting their feet on your backs the rest of your life. In three seconds those who have money and power will disregard everything that makes them different to live in that reality where nothing else matters. They learned that long ago, when are the rest of you going to? When there really are The Hunger Games? Then all of a sudden you'll all say "Oh, shit... we were busy fighting against each other about what the Cult told us to fight over and they went and took everything for themselves. We never did accomplish our goals before the new world order made it so everyone not part of that bit of society made us all slaves to them." Al Sharpton and Rick Perry are laughing their asses off at you all right now in their very expensive homes, sipping on iced tea, while you will be out covered in blood, sweat, and tears. fighting the war they and the media doomed you to.

over 700 thousand signatures were made to the NAACP's petition to get the Department of Justice to do something they were already doing. over 700 thousand reasons there will always be a race war in this country. over 700 thousand people who won't be able to sleep at night until they force our government to say that the only reason any white man would kill a black kid was because he was black. over 700 thousand "fuck you"s to everyone who thinks the american justice system is like Burger King and that they are entitled to have it their ways or they can bring the verdict back until they make one to their liking. You are a bunch of 700 thousand bits of evidence why this country is a cess pool of hypocrits. If a black kid kills another black kid in america no one bats an eye. But if you have a white man kill a black kid instead, everyone loses their friggin' minds.

I have to give Obama credit when he does something right... I posted a couple of things ago looking for him to tell people to calm their shit over Trayvon Martin and he indeed release statements defending the verdict and showing the uneducated drones of the media that the system works for a reason. It won't stop them from being an absolute cancer on blogs and and what-not. There will always be people like Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton making a fucking race war out of everything. At least I can say that he is defending the laws of the land even if everybody else could give two shits about it. Well Played, Obama... Good luck with your efforts to throw in the second amendment under the bus in the process. It's not going to work. Maybe now we could all join hands and accept that George Zimmerman is a vigilante asshole, who stooped in his own cowardice, killed another man who got the better of him in a fight. Not a racist who sought out to kill a black kid for being black. Fucking doubtful though. People love a race war.

Extra Extra! Read all about it! Everything happened exactly as expected. It is now Men vs Women and Whites Vs Blacks to race to the 2014 mid-term elections. Democrats, your salvation is at hand. Because of two events mid-2013 you have all you need to hypnotise your bases into voting 50/50 and watch this fucking country whirl down the crapper. For my first trick in getting everyone to roll their eyes so hard they actually get stuck looking at their own brains is reminding you womyn out there that there is a very simple reason why "Men" often are left to decide for you in your ambitions in sexual adventures. That is Conservative women who put them in that position. You think it's all men keeping these guys you hate in office? These women love republican men who keep sacred the same values they hold and completely hate all of you. So no matter how noble your cause is to fuck the patriarchy. Keep in your fucking head all of the women who demand from them that they act the way they do. These women who call themselves pro-life, conservatives, are the heart beat of every man who takes your rights to body autonomy away. For my next trick. George Zimmerman may have won the battle, but he will never EVER be able to walk to a 7-11 again without carrying the hatred of millions of you who put him off as guilty as soon as this crime was discovered. His life is over whether he got convicted or not. Shame on every last one of you who makes anything more difficult to any other white person because of this verdict. They have NOTHING to do with Trayvon Martin and if anyone other than George Zimmerman is hurt by anyone because of this verdict it is a complete failure on all of our parts as citizens. Fucking carve that in stone and let's see what attocities happen because of the media making soldiers out of impressionable idiots. It has already begun. This world is fucked. Bunker up, suckers. Tomorrow happened and I wake up to about thirty messages on facebook about signing the petition to getting zimmerman brought up on civil rights violation charges. This has got to stop. Attention, fucking world. Not everything is going to go the way you want it to go. This isn't about Justice for Trayvon anymore, this is about your own personal vendetta against a man who prosequtors couldn't convince 6 mothers did anything wrong beyond a reasonable doubt. How many of you couldn't even be bothered to WATCH THE TRIAL, want his head on a pike in the name of race relations? Too damn many. Besides you'll never get a conviction of this either. Stop hating Zimmerman for being white and hate him for being Yellow. He was a wanna be cop who pissed himself when gotten the better of him by a 17 year old boy. The fact remains that there were two mistakes made that night. Zimmerman and Trayvon both decided to confront one another. Trayvon could have ran away and Zimmerman didn't have to follow him in the first place. Then again if Trayvon killed the "Creepy ass, Cracker" instead no one would fucking care. Love how that works.

Let's make this breif. Unless Zimmerman confesses to killing Trayvon martin tomorrow he's going to be aquitted of both murder in the second degree and manslaughter. With that being said all I keep hearing about is how everyone is going to riot out there if they don't give them the justice they want to see. So I have this to ask of you under the impression that rioting is a good idea or that you are going to participate. How fucking stupid are you? Did the Rodney King induced LA riots do anything to establish a closing of the gap in the races? No. Does killing and hurting a bunch of uninvolved white people make up for the actions of George Zimmerman, and do the family of Trayvon and your race proud? No. Are you looking for justice for Trayvon or your own justice because you think this is a conspiracy of the white man to kick you down, when you demanded this case to happen well before it was even winnable through our justice system? Damn Straight. Your blood lust for Zimmerman, and your indifference to allow the system to work to it's fullest made damn sure there might never be justice for Trayvon. If those jurors come back with not guilty votes on this you remember that everyone involved in forcing this trial to happen so quickly to please the public who "knows" Zimmerman killed him out of malice. Know that it's your fault this verdict was so easy to come out. So when you are out there busting through windows of some mom and pop department store because those owners happen to be white and any hit against the white man is a shot at Zimmerman somehow. Your mantra of "No Justice, No Peace" often is best suited to serve those who Know Justice and Know Peace. Is this really the best you could think of? I hope not. Sadly we're close to finding out. Where the fuck are you Obama? Why aren't you telling people not to spark riots over this? Oh, right, you've got 2014 mid-term elections to exploit with this. You fucking scum bag... Goes to show that to both sides nothing is sacred. You honestly think he's any different? All politicians do political things. This is going to be his way to get back the african american voters upset with his failures up to now.

sometimes you need to just write an hour worth of something and then delete it to get the dirt out of your soul. Everyone boycotting the lone ranger is retarded. the hour long rant had nothing to do with that.

So there was a thing in Texas that happened. A bunch of Republicans Trolled a woman trying to Filibuster a vote on a bunch of new restrictions on abortions. They want to close a bunch of centers down and make it so abortion is illegal after 20 weeks. Let me talk about Filibusters... they are the worst fucking thing in politics. Government is already incompetant enough let alone to have a part in it that someone could literally stall out an entire vote by literally talking non-stop for over half a day. Both parties could and have used it... I want in poltics so bad right now. Because we need a new set of political minds in office who can negotiate worth a shit. Here's what I would have done. Republicans want to ban abortion after 20 weeks. I don't see a problem with this. Pregnancy shouldn't be something you should change your mind about five months into it. But in return we make it legal up to that time threshold. Abortion is federally legal in the united states or in state of your choice up to five months after conception, but, after that five months (given a week or so because of speculation purposes) given it is not done due to medical problems that would kill the mother the fetus is then protected by law and if the woman gets an abortion after that time it is concidered murder and the doctor performing that abortion also convicted for murder. This way we toss away the whole instantces of rape, incest, or any other variables from the mix because a girl has 5 whole months to go and get herself an abortion. Something legal and most likely available readily once it becomes so shouldn't be something that a woman has to sit on and think about any more. If the guy who knocked you up bails on you, charge that sack of shit for the costs of the abortion, legally. What is the problem with this idea? A lot of tolerance towards women's rights that gives women the choice. Also the Conservatives get their 20 weeks ban in writing. state or federal money will do in making Abortion clinics available. Republicans win, You win, women win, I win, we all fucking win. But no... because it's an all or nothing world in politics and in the mobs that support each side. Which is more fanatical? The feminists or the fundamentalist christians? They're both wrong in key ways. Abortion is a disgusting act and even if a woman has one she will be scarred for her entire life. She ended the potential of a life. In the same point Adoption services are a giant mess and more than likely a woman who doesn't want a child will find any way not to have one. Would you rather have a woman have a medically sound abortion at an early stage of pregnancy or have her have the child in her bathroom and drown it, throw it in the trash, or nearly kill herself giving her an at home abortion? No one fucking wins ever when there is an abortion, but at least I'm trying to find a middle ground. That's more then the feminists, the fundamantalist christians, or the god damned government is trying to do. A woman stood for 13 hours today and got trolled. This was all the Rick Roll of modern politics. The only fools in the end are the ones who think this is going to somehow change anything. Politicians are still going to do scum bag politician things and the only thing that's going to change is the name of the politician to the left of the little R. Until people start throwing bi-partisan solutions to these terribly partisan problems we will be pulling on this rope against each other til the end of fucking time. Update: It seems this bill was killed. For now... because they will try again and again and again... and we will still be a world of two mobs pulling on opposite ends of the rope. This solved nothing. Abortion is still a topic that will never go away. Our great great grandchildren will still be watching this shit go on.

Something that has always bothered me about these calls to action are and always will be that with every valid point they've got people like Jimquisition, Anita Sarkeesian, and Game Overthinker speak the gospel of equality in gaming for everyone, but it is their voices as critics against an industry that has put up their walls and prepared for a long and drawn out battle. What they don't have behind them are the voices of those also interested in seeing more positive females in gaming along side them applying additional pressure. There needs to be some outcry by consumers that they would pay top dollar for female lead protagonists, but not only that there needs to be some outcry from consumers that if they don't get that the developers will then pay top dollar for them not having more female lead protagonists. So then I ask, where do I sign? It does not seem like there are any significant petitions aimed at the big three to show them that this is wanted and also needed. Just a lot of talk by these public figures that there needs to be agreement with the community at large, but so far with no action. Left to it's own devises the gaming culture will sooner forget what they were even fighting about and developers will enjoy another era of being able to release anything they wanted as long as it plays good. The war of video game violence started with a gale force, but ended with nothing, but a cool breeze. You have to ask yourself one question... Did it actually change anything? Sure, there is now the video game rating system, but content is as gruesome and barbaric as ever. A simple victory for some people is not going to reap the rewards of more proactive female characters. Anita Sarkeesian's sessions of sensitivity training for game developers is not going to make two licks of difference if the attempts of creating Strong Female lead characters flops badly. Which reinstates my point. The only way that we are going to get the attention of the big three is by Buying the games that feature the strong females, and not buying the games that are the same seven tropes they've been recycling since Donkey Kong for Atari. But how do you get others not to buy those games... That there is the tricky part. The video gaming community and industry is wracked with fear. Fear of the unknown that will become of this call for more, better, stronger, female protagonists. The industry is afraid to invest in it because they don't want to lose money in it, and a good chunk of the community is straight up afraid of women taking their hobby away. I admit that I am not without my own fears. Mine are more akin to paranoia that the wrong people are going to take this concept, manipulated it for their own gain, and destroy gaming instead of help traqnsform gaming into what it needs to become. Angry Moms that know nothing of the media are going to take their kid's DS away because of a misenformed, and uncaring media making video gaming their target of the week. Some politician is going to take Jimquisition's ideals on gaming and distort it into a war on women. That Video gaming is a boot camp for little Jeffery Dhamers. That they will learn how to hate and reject women like so many kids were never taught before they started to play games. That some teacher is going to buy Anita's Curriculum CD on her Tropes Vs Women in Video Games series and teach the next generation of kids, possibly my daughter or son, that video gaming makes people think the women are inferior, and that most women in games are designed to be weak... when that's just not true. But if you watched Anita's videos on the subject all you'd know about Peach and Zelda are that they get captured... and live so that a man can save them. It's their destiny only to get caught and then rescued. "A Political football between men in the game of Patriarchy." I will never get over this abuse of character because Nintendo IS my Disney. I will be telling my kids of the legend of zelda and super mario brothers as bed time stories. They will know well of Peach's Compassion, and Zelda's Wisdom and abilties. They will know of a Powerful, Space, Bounty Hunter, and of the heroics of a top agent of S.T.A.R.S. They will know how a regal woman, scientists created a living weapon to attone for her own sins and those of her bloodline. They will know of a mother's fight to save her children from the evil sword of power. What I fear the most is that when their time comes they will never get the chance to learn of the powerful aspects of women in video games and futher more that they will never discover strong female protagonists of their own. Either by the absense of gaming all together or that this ideal will simply go the way of the War on Violence in gaming. Where the critics of the games will win a minor victory and then stop fighting for more. This battle will not be won if developers make a few games with powerful female leads and then those don't sell and they give up. For the good of your daughters who get into games you have to keep pressure on them to never give up. We can't forgive them if they do either. Another fear of mine is that these people I come in contact with who seem passionate about gaming taking this road to recovery are not truely invested in it. They talk a big game, but when they are called into action they will just stand back and let someone else take the heat for what they want too. That will not help anyone. Call out the developers, report sexists who verbally assault women in game, Do not offer any quarter or this battle is as good as never been started in the first place... and then all we've got to look forward to is call of duty, modern warfare: 17... And the next string of "The Next year" sports titles... and nothing worth a shit to play for storyline what-so-ever. What's it going to be?