Woe really is me!

Listening to: Phantom of the opera
Feeling: cursed
Hello there. I just had a reality check. I recorded myself singing and it was well...horribile. I always thought I was a good singer, but I guess I am not. You may be thinking, "so? Big deal. So what if you can't sing? A good number cannot sing." Well the simple fact is that I was banking on that for a reserve to fall back on. I had fun because I thought I was good. I am barely OK. Why didn't anyone just tell me to shut up?! I really suck... and I won't be ok until my coping mechanisim/denial kick in. I dunno, maybe it was a bad day, but I think not. I mean, where am I going in life? I have no exceptional musical talent. That is what I want to be though. I can't be in science because I suck at math which is so closely tied in. I mean,what is really left?
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hey chris...about the whole ur voice is horrible...i taped myself once...and it sounded a LOT different...to me n e wyaz...cuz i am used to hearing whats inside my head when i sing...so u should get some ppl's honest opinion...just a suggestion
i'll love u even if u cant sing. =P
I agree with Jess and (Ashley??) when you record something, your voice sounds WAY different. like when we did our Eire video fo world history... our voices sounded different. I hear you sing everyday!!! and you DON'T suck at singing

ps.
You SHOULD have gon to state for your musical theater :)
What are you talking about???
don't be so dumb and put your self down!!! you knucklehead..LOL...
I'm soo glad we're all friends again, I think this hardship strengthened our bond in the end. I'M SO HAPPY!!! :)