Listening to: Suilil Arune
Feeling: empty
Lately with the family drama/soap opera I have felt really empty. I dunno, I mean I can just act like normal and all, but I feel indifferent, ya know? Well, I don't wanna be all "OH look at MY problems!" I mean who even cares about my diary? NO one really, except Maybe Todd and Jess, which is totally cool, but my point is that I am typing to pour my own feelings out you know? Like when people pretend to write letters to get their frustration out.
There are more than one way to get rid of stress. And I have to tell you, you've found my favorite way to do it. This diary thing is kind of stupid becuause yes, who really does care? But the point of it is that writing things out lets a person sort out his own problems and see them in his own perspective. Thats why i joined this real thing (i have my funny one but that will be used for a good laugh every now and then).
Jesse