"I am the way, the truth and the light, no one comes unto the Father, except through me." --John 14:6 That verse took on new meaning to me today... I saw THE PASSION again today for the second time. It totally hit me in a different way than the first, I guess I just paid more attention..not that I wasn't paying attention before, its that when I saw it the first time, I had gotten 2 huge suprises, and my mind was in a totally different mind set...but today, The Lord just softend my heart and totally told me what I needed to hear. It was great, and I am still in awe of what He did for us...... Well this weekend was pretty well, up until an hour ago... Friday I spent the night with Becca and Deanna, it was great fun..We played a trick on Luke and it was great! Then Saturday, Deanna and I sang 2 songs for the Blind Guild..it went really well I guess...Then @ 2 was Becca's Stamping party..that was fun, but I had no clue to what I was doing!! Oh well... Later on, after Becca's party, I drove down with Felecia to Billerica to pick up this kid Justin, our friend James' brother...it was fine... Then we went to James' suprise party...HE HAD NO CLUE!! IT WAS GREAT!!! He was totally overwhelmed! hehe...before that though, his friend Matt (whom I can't stand) flipped out on me because of where I parked my car so I flipped my lid, and lost it on him, and said a few things that I shouldn't have said...he didn't want to mess with me right then...so ya.. Then later on, I get over to Luke's house to hang out with Becca, Luke, Ben and Ian, but they are all up in Dover, waiting for Ben's bus to come back from Quebec...So I drive up there to hang out with them...it was so fun..we all had a spitball fight! It was great... So then Ben came home...I was so glad that he was home, I missed him SOOOOOOOO much...but I actually didn't get to talk to him....WHATEVER!! So then I just spent the night with Becca again, and we hung out...blah blah... So today Luke and Becca were fighting and blah...so I drove Becca to get her car after we saw the movie, and I went to say goodbye to Luke because he is leaving to go back to school tomorrow, and he totally gave me attitude and was like, "whatever, see you in a couple of weeks"! AGHHHHHH!!! I wanted to friggin tweak....I started crying and sped off...Ben was there, I didn't even talk to him, he was being a jerk too...WHATEVER... AGHHH...why does everyone have to be so pissy and take it out on me or hate me?? WTH!!! Whatever...I'll talk to y'all later...I think I need to go calm down... ~Aub~