okay, So I deffiently just wrote a journal about every word of how im feeling and the description of why...without many details...but apparently it didnt save and I am taking that as a sign that I shouldn't talk/write about it at all... So therefore, I ask...please everyone who feels led, please pray for me...Oh, I need the prayers so much...please pray that God will speak clearly and that His will, will be done. It means so much to me..you have no idea... All I can say is this: I am ready... Thanks everyone :0)