Yeah, so I haven't written in quite awhile..I've just been busy, but yet not busy enough to write stuff... OMGOSH!!!! Okay now I'm over the top! K, so yes I can't stand major hypocryts...like it really angers me..YES I KNOW that everyone is at one point or another..but I think a major thing is when you pretend to be all about God and do another thing...this girl whom goes to my youth group and junk...I could tell that she goes there only to socialize and she doesn't listen to the word and she is very disrespectful and junk...but I didn't want to be judgemental because everyone is welcome to church and I don't know what God is going to do in their lives...ya know? So anyway, I'm sitting her in the library right now and she's talking to this kid..and right in front of me she pulls out a condom and starts discussing it with him! WHAAAATTT???? That is messed up! I'm sorry, but that is just completely hypocrytical....And I feel very strongly about the whole purity issue and then to go to church and basically make a mockery out of it...That is just wrong and now I'm ripped!!!!!.........AAAAHHHHH!!!! Okay, now that I got that out of my system...I really could just lose it on people, but I am lucky that I do know how to bite my tounge as much as I do..if not, I would flip right of the handle people!... So anyway...people are driving me nuts...My friend is being an ass lately...ever since he started going back out with his girlfriend... and he and I are supposed to be best friends..he tells me that I am his only true friend, and yet he turns around and treats me like the crap on his shoe when his girlfriend comes around and whines about junk...Its crazy..its hard, because I do like her..but not with him..or around him..she's a different person and very manipulative and junk...and when they are together, I can't even breathe..its nuts...It kills me to be in the room with them both and I wont hang out with him if she's over....its just so weird..its like she's jealous of our friendship and she's selfish wanting to keep him all to herself and she treats him like junk.. so she trets me like junk if we're both around..So i can't just sit there and let him go through that...but I have to be nice, becuase I DO care about him and I dont' want to hurt him ya know?? .... Well whatever...Prom is next week..so most of the drama will be done after that...and then its like 2 weeks 'till I graduate and then I never have to see her or the other insincere people in the junkhole! YAY!!! I am so glad that I am moving away to college! I get to meet new people whom dont judge me and get new friends and all that fun junk...blah blah blah...so anyway..I feel a little better about getting all of my anger out...I am stressing over all of the prom drama...i just want to make sure that my dress is all good and I want to make sure that my date isn't a jerk and I want to make sure that I don't look like crap and I want to make sure that I have fun! ITs crazy....I just feel like something is going to screw up and its going to suck! ...But even though I have that empty pit feeling in my stomach (like you just had a huge coffee on an empty stomach)...yuck...anyway..evene though I have all that..I have faith that the Lord will provide and prevail! I have faith and I just keep praying... Please, all I ask is that y'all would pray for me..for my stresses...my finanical aid for school and for nice weather on Graduation!!!! YAY!!! Thanks everyone..you are great!! Peace~Aubrey