I hate how sometimes I just want to be liked here at work. I mean, they like me, but sometimes everyone laughs at a horrible joke or they start talking about something inappropriate and I am SO TEMPTED to include myself in the conversation just for their approval. And, at times, I have done it. I just want to be a light...why is it so hard for me though? If I honestly love God, why do I so often want to follow the ways of the world? Ugh, I'm thoroughly disgusted with myself.