Another new week... I dread going to work now. It's so hard to get out of bed in the mornings. I don't like that feeling. I don't like this at all. I'm in this phase in my life where I have to make some pretty important decisions regarding my future. Part of me is excited...and another part of me is scared out of my mind that I'm going to screw this up. This weekend was good...pretty busy. Candle party, girl's get together, frisbee golf, singing at prom, church, Stacey, cast party... I'm ready for a vacation...New Mexico?? Or Tennesee?? Virgina Beach? They all sound heavenly. Lou said something so powerful that Justin repeated in Sunday School yesterday about how we all sometimes question the assurance of our salvation. But if we keep our eyes on Him, we feel secure. The minute our eyes drift down and focus on ourselves, questions and doubts erupt in my mind. It was humbling and convicting to think about. I don't like watching people do things they shouldn't and then not having the guts to confront them about it.