I was up early this morning....earlier then when I used to get up for work... I met Bethann for breakfast and we talked for 2 hours...It was good. Insightful. Then I went and applied at a few places...and then I came home and raked. And sat out on my deck and read my Bible...how completely and utterly relaxing and refreshing it was. I went into the office today to drop off a form I needed Michael to sign...and Billy talked to me for a good 10 minutes...and he said I looked happy now. I am happy. Being stressed is so not fun and so not worth it. I'm happy where I'm at but hopefully I can strive forward.