Ifmp was fun. no clue trish wud be there! lol ya..

ahh my eyes keep twicthing!! anywayz skOol was fun!! mrs pagano kept yelling at ingrid 4 not *respecting* her! ehh who cares!! anyway..me christi nd ingrid were playing ping pong so wildey! haha.. nd we kept loosing our balls! =O..tradgic! lol..ya so on nd so forth!.. -eating pasta! YUMMYY =).... well i g2g do my damn HW..UGhh. laterz! MWa*

today was a good day in skool..kinda bOring..OMg i cant stand mr yacky!! moved my seat 38 times 4 laughing!..moved matts seat 4 asking a question! nd nadines 4 just giggling! ahhh dont think he wasnt to see us kids happy! lol.. grumpy old man! =O grr..lol.. !! lunch ladies r soo friken losers!! she yelled at maria 4 ordering 2 chips* ..yelled at me 4 giving more money nd i was slow! UGhh.. skool is filled with bunch or grumby old pplz! >O) lol

today was a OK..day..in spanish we had the oral presentaiton thinge!! ahh i did horriable ! o well..nd ryan was flashing the light at every1..ahh im going blind haha..jk well i cant stand mr kesting anymore.... yells at us 4 no fudging reason! ughh.. nd he kicked my chair wen i as about to fall asleep.UGhh..annoying! well in art we were painting the walls.! nd i got hit in the head by tara millions of time! ahh brain damage! haha jk.. me nd maria took 4 ever to mix the colors to get a sliverish blue! haha -- its around 9 o clock ..its also snowing! ahh hope we dont have skool tomorrow =)

** today is christmas eve!!wished it snowed! WOOOOOO...... going to NYC with my parents =)!! still gotta do alot of shopping today =O nd i mean alot.. me nd my lazy self didnt feel like doing it over the past week..=) i'll rite more later.. much love xOx

today was the last day of Skool..=( well fist we watched a boring movie..nd we ate donuts! YUM...nd had to sign each others year book!... in art we had a party!...nd joe had to decide if he was drinking 7 up or sprite!.nd he got is rite !! *suprising* lol.. nd later we went down to the red team to sign the y-bOok.. --thats all 4 now folks!-- xoX

its almost the end of the skool year! YEs babe Yes..Woo lol..well kinda gunna miss sum pplz..but it all good =)...well my aunts gunna come over today =) nd we'r gunna gO to sum party of heres.. *Oh how exciting* !! ---xOx--

(3:19:11 PM): thnx 4 da coat (3:19:13 PM): ilove u lil things lyk that make me happy r.s.m

you could say bad luck clings to me.

Anyone have a good suggestion for books?

Walking through the halls of high school is quite similar to walking through a battle field. You are never sure what you will find lying around the bend ? everyone seems to be thinner, taller, blonder, prettier, and tanner than you. They all seem to be having the time of their lives, despite the educational setting. They all seem to have the most friends and the most people to say hello to walking through the halls. Well, life isn't what it seems. Most of these people just surround themselves with others because they are too deathly scared to be alone. They are so scared that they aren't really friends, they just pretend? because without those people they would be nothing. They hurt just like you do; they feel just like you do, they notice the imperfections on their own faces as well, even though your eyes cannot see them. They notice how the girl parallel to them is taller and thinner... even though you don't. Maybe sometimes it's what you don't see that makes you more alike than you?ll ever know.

god! its so hard getting over him. I try. I really do. Nothing works. I read the saved conversations over and over again. Why cant things go back to the way they were. Feels like i have lost him for ever. Alot of people come and go in my life. How come no one sticks around. And the ones that do, i really DONT want them to. I keep losing such wonderful people in my life. Im so scared of losing the ones i have. am i over reacting? ::sigh::

I wanted to tell her everything, but i couldnt write everything on that card.I glanced at her to check if i should say something. but i know they wouldnt understand us. No one ever does. I feel like i can trust her but i dont want to spill everything out to her. YET. Maybe we will. When the right time comes.

I miss everything about him. the way he talked, the way he made me smile by saying silly things.Everythings so different now he was the one good thing that happened in my life, and now hes slipping away. he was the one thing that made me soo extreamly happy. made me want to live and enjoy life.Now, everythings so different and i HATEit! I knew at the first glance,u would be hard to forget

Don't buy the fear don't buy that my dear The things you love you must keep near and Carry on and you won't feel withdrawn Even if you're coming down i start skool tomorrow.::sigh:: Not that excited as i was before.

I'm another day late and one year older I'm a failure by design

i dont know what else to say-- except my intentions are nothing short of honorable. i've never met anyone like you before. you scare me." dawsons creek

well school starts in 3 days. which sucksbut im kinda exicited. dont know why though. new start? new friends? new feelinG? i guess. -shruti

Dear Cutter, Come a little closer Come to me I am the only one, that can set you free Your friends and family, they dont care, So I'll be your friend, Since no ones there I can cure depression, I can stop the tears, I can take away the pain, That you felt for years. I'll never break a promise, I'll never tell a lie, I'll never be the one, That makes you want to die. I'll be right there, Until the end, And I promise to, Your very best friend. So come a little closer, Come to me, I am the only one, That can set you free. Your broken heart, Will become a spade. Now no more heart ache, Love Sincerely, Razor Blade P.S. I'll try not to hurt you, But there is not a guarantee, You might even like, The sharp side of me.

"People" By: Kenny Rae Does it always shine after pouring rain? Why does life always have to be so vain? People say it will get better, that you'll soon see But there might not be a tomorrow (lets keep that between you and me) They say things without emotion Like ripping the tides from the ocean The truth is really there is you look hard enough That people don't care and just don't give a f*ck You may be right, I may think wrong Its not like you can fix it, not like I belong Why they hurt me I don't know Don't they realize I'm dieing slow I mean nothing as though I thought They don't know the pain they've brought How can they just look the other way Don't they know I'm not gonna stay I've been hurt all my life Now all I have left is this knife My one true friend to take away the pain One by one my blood now drips like the rain Does it always shine after pouring rain Why does life always have to be so vain People say it will get better, that you'll soon see But there might not be a tomorrow (let's keep that between you and me )