as a toddler, i was a chatter box and a happy child, shyness was an unknown word to me. but you made me change. now, you complain about me not talking anymore, not smiling anymore. whose fault is it? all i ever hear is be a good girl just behave sit up straight stand up tall never falternever fall stay in school make the grade never fail never fade be a hero be a star be everything ,but what you are;; i dont know if im gettin better or if im just gettin use to the pain its weird when your a kid you have this picture of how your life is gonna be and it never crosses your mind that its not gonna end up like that