she feels like her life keeps repeating..on & on & on..the same thing every day..crying yelling screaming..crying yelling screaming..crying yelling screaming.when will this nightmare be over.how long does she have to wait to seek happiness? she hates the fact she cant share her feelings to anyone.she hates this world.she only seems happy when shes with him..he always makes her smile. the silly things he does, says. he's probably the one good thing that happened in her life. shes also happy she has a great friend like N. N is always there to listen to her..they always share thier feelings. They almost go through the same thing. N understands everything. but she needs help..she wants to run away..far away from people.. far far away..