god! its so hard getting over him. I try. I really do. Nothing works. I read the saved conversations over and over again. Why cant things go back to the way they were. Feels like i have lost him for ever. Alot of people come and go in my life. How come no one sticks around. And the ones that do, i really DONT want them to. I keep losing such wonderful people in my life. Im so scared of losing the ones i have. am i over reacting? ::sigh::