She tells me shes scared.She doesnt know what to do. why is she wasting her life away like this. i dont understand anything. shes nervous, heartbroken, scared. She hides it so well though, She told me she wants to live by the sea. to listen to the ocean and the warm breeze. but she also wishes there was someone sitting next to her. maybe a friend.to listen to what she has to say. once again she tells me shes scared . about her life and how its going to turn out.she doesnt know anything about her future.why does she always feel alon. She has her family and friends to support her. maybe she doesnt belong. she loves to listen to the acoustic guitar. I wish i could tell her everything will go fine but to be honest, i quite dont know . why does she act this way. why is she so stupid. I really dont understand a fucking thing she does. She need 2 get a hold of her life. she keeps telling me shes going to change. when? knwo wud be a good time. what is she doing to herself? She always thinks about the past. She really wishes she could go back and change so may things. She was only a child though. what would she have known.She keeps having many chances, but always misses them. shes been thinking of the future latley, so many wishes so many dreams. What a beautiful life she could have.She really needs to do well in school.Im really scared about her future.Sometimes she wants to adopt a pretty baby girl with pretty warm brown eyesand raise her all by herself. She wants to live by the beach. With her and her daughter.Just them 2 . I dont know how life is going to turn out. understand? ***