sometimes i just think that ppl take me for granted....like, i feel ppl can yell and be rude to me and then try and be nice bc they kno i will be there... its not fair to me...thats why i get mad and clam up to myself and get in one of this "i feel like a worthless piece of shit" moods. ... but enough of that i guess, i dont wanna whine or complain....and so welll im bored as shit..its 6:22 and im at my house eating potatos! :) since my sister wanted to be rude and leave me to decide what left overs i wanted to eat from easter - pasta salad? ewh...or ham...ewh bc idont like ham like that i just like the sliced ham from publix...yeh its almost hte same thing but its not to me..so ha..anyway im eating potatoes....i washed my car today and idont know why bc ithink its going to rain?...oh well its ok....as long as he looks clean..bc i love mr. dodge :).. kind of. So uh...yeh easter was yesterday - had a lunch/dinner/supper whatever u wanna call it ... ;)...then urrrhhhhh where did i go? i dont kno what else i did that day...but im kind of bummed bc today is my last lazy day bc i have to work the rest of the week..OH n i went to galeana and my yellow neon was gone.. :( damnit billy he just had to go and sell you...bitch!....but its ok....i'll get thru this...ill manage... ::sniff::...ok enuf of that....So yeh i think imma end this bc me and michelle are goin to see savannah up in the hospital, explain that later i guesss...get at me later! ;) *shannon rene'e new away message, but i figured id put it on here...*i dun kno alot, but what i do kno is that all this high school drama is immature and stupid...when i graduate, imma look back on it all and realize how stupid it really was. thats why at this point i dun care what ppl have to say about me...i am me, and if u cant accept that, fine...oh well.. whether its from liars, cheaters, haters, backstabbers, jealousy, they are all the same to me. who needs them, bc they obviously arent my true friend bc they wouldnt do that shit otherwise. i from now on kno who i CAN and CANT trust. sumtimes we have to learn from our mistakes, and i thank those who talk about me and hate me - bc u made me who i am today. it may be hard, but u have to live life for urself and to the fullest. trust NO 1...only urself. u will be the only guide to help u thru lifes biggest tasks, not anyone else.*