i dont quite what im feeling or doing right now...im confused in a sense of whats goin on.. im ready for life to move on to bigger and better things but there is one thing thats keepin me in the past and i cant understand it.. god tells me one thing but then a moment later feels like he is telling me something opposite, totally and completely different. grr i just wish i knew and i could figure it out.. anyway- i had to go to senior assembly today...it was rainin so therefore, well uh, it sucked. i didnt feel like parking in my parkin spot way out in butt fuckin egypt so i parked princess parking. (yes that means up front, screw you whoevers spot i parked in) bc they double parked me ...thank god for amanda being htere after the assembly bc i easily got out of my spot..nice try whore! :)..lol anyway the assembly was alright....pissed bc the conceited people got all their pictures in the video but i got none. go fuckin figure...b4 i blow my head off about bitchin, ill move on to my next topic ..lol ... so field day was basically cancelled due to the fact of rain. well- ok so that sucked too....leaving us inside..so us seniors walked around saying goodbye to our teachers, eating bbq and pickles lol! hey it was some ALRIGHT eatin..not the good eatin but alright..ill give it that...then walked around some more..blah blah blah..left and here i am sitting my pathetic ass at home waiting for something to magically happy..perferrably my phone to ring with someone on the other end wanting to go off and chill. but until that magical moment happens, imma go watch tv...so ill leave u ppl at that,. :) get at me on the comments! :) -shannon