Listening to: will smith-switch
Feeling: isolated
im irritated as fuck!...like with everything, everyone, and my self... maybe im lacking sleep? or maybe going to school everyday dealing with the drama .... oh so many ppl run their mouths & talk their shit..and usually it doesnt bother me...sometimes when it comes down to it, it may get to me...any other time i dont care....but thats beside the point.... i mean i guess i should suck it up seeing as i have only a few weeks left til graduation.. i get so damn irritated of everyone i dont wanna see half of the ppl i care about..why is that?. it doesnt make much sense to me...or maybe some of the ppl (not all) but some of the ppl i care about maybe irritate me and know me so well they know how to get to me...get to me where im in a bad mood and i dont wanna listen or even acknowledge them.. maybe im just stressed out from lack of sleep and thats what is causing me frustration. i dont know...hopefully this weekend at prom it will be better...no work on saturday or sunday, i get to get my nails done, my hair all did up and pretty lol, make up, and then dinner w/ my boy. and i know already there will be alot of picture taking :).. hehe i love pictures... then goin to chill with a group of friends after that i believe...then relaxin on sunday w. no worries of having to go to work ...maybe thats what im looking forward to, and its taking so long to get here *even if it is tuesday* but im anxious! :). oh well ill see... gunna go lay down, im sure everyone is tired of listenin to me complain and sort out my feelings.
-shannon
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