well i have either the choice of, going to tech this summer and getting my pre requis -sp?-. classes done and over with in 4 weeks instead of 14 weeks...sounds great! but then i wont be able to stay out with my friends and do whatever. i guess thats what is holding me back and i cant do that.... cant put my friends in front of my life ahead of me. i hate when i say that and i finally realize it..i just hate admitting it because ilove my life and i love being with my friends. hm.. i just realized earlier how lucky i am to be where i am in life, graduating, having a good job (even if it is at a fun park :) ). and with my family .even if my parents hate each other. thats life thou. i guess i am successful so far and thankful for what i have...not what i dont have. although i do need a new car :) :) ...so yah now im just ramblin..its 10:45 and i gotta go do my hair before work - then hopefully out to see my fav. person! :)... ill get at this thing later! -keep your head up & stay strong no matter what life throws at your way- *shan