x39x-why i hate him

.... I NEED TO VENT. I liked him, oh god i liked him so much and he knew that too. he was all i thought about all i wanted to talk to or about and he knew he had me where he wanted me. He didnt see that he would hurt me no matter what he did after we broke up. Then a month later i found out he CHEATED on me. yeah with some 18 year old at our friends campground. the day before we hung out he made out with another girl [it was known we "liked" each other then] Then, he breaks up with me because i had to say something after all of the excuses after all of the lies and he asks me WHAT I THINK WE SHOULD DO. like seriously asssshoooolleeee. then i find out he was talking to her the whole time. he was telling her he liked her, he wasnt over her. the day before he left for vacation [we WERE together] he left her a message that said im gonna miss you and what did i do to deserve this? I hate him more than anything on the face of this planet. everytime i see him i wanna slit his throat and then mine. he ruined my life.. god... is everything ever going to be ok? everything keeps piling onto this...
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I love your diary it is like the cutest ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ Mel
Lyndsey. :(

I love yoouu!
& I'm here for you.
always & forever. :)

aww lyndsey.

i love you.
guys are assholes.

<3
Jael
Boo, that guy sucks.
In the future, it'll be legal to kill. =)
Ohhhhh Lyndsey.

You'll always be my Miss P ;)


It'll get better. It always. ALwaYS. does.
I missed you too! :(
none of my classes were the same without yoouuu. :(

I hope you're feeling better so you can come to school tomorrow. :)
'cause 2 days without you would just be hell.

Well, I say 'i'll miss you' to my sort of sister. She's really a best friend and we just call eachother bro and sis.




Anyways. I see where you're coming from though. I know what it's like. =[

And it's true, most boys are assholes. One time someone called me a player, and I was like, 'nigga whaaaa? i love one girl and only one.' and that's the truth yo. One day you'll find that mr. right. Don't worry. =]
AND YOU NEED TO GO ON AIM MORE!!!!





Or I need to start working less.