Good Bye, SitDiary.

Ohhhh it's been so long. I've been obsessed with piercings these days. I'm going to Ozzfest to see my two favorites, atreyu and a7x. oh and system and disturbed. I am so excited about that...I'll be counting down the days. I THINK i'm going to warped tour...I dont know if i really want to or not. Yes it will be fun, but I don't really like any of the bands that are going to be there...except maybe the Spill Canvas and 18 visions..maybe a few others. So that's basically going to be my summer...that and working to get money so I can have a life..ya know? I still haven't cut my hair. It's extremely long..everyone thinkgs long hair is so hard to take care of..not really. I'm so used to it it only takes me like 10 mins. to get it exactly how i want it. BUT...I guess I need a change up. Different colored highlights? Probably. I hate men? Yes. Except not really..but you know how it goes. I think they're worse than trig. I'll never be able to figure either one out =) My background on here is too creepy...but i don't even remember how to change it. nasty. I'm on myspace now, so I check this thing like once a month. Memorial Day weekend is when i was going to pierce the top part of my ear, but now my aunt wants me to go to her house and open her pool. I dont want to. I want to get my damn ear pierced. Selfish? A little. I've been in quite the artsy mood this past month. I've made a lot of things for my room. Now I took my entire saturday to sketch out my final project in art. It's cute. I love it and if i mess it up when I paint it I will literally cry. My nails are really long...well. 7 of them are anyways. The other 3 had minor difficulties =) I think this entry will keep you happy for long enough. It doesn't have too many deep thoughts in it, but since when do any of my entries go into deepness? NEVER. x3

Easter was yesterday. It was fun. I haven't updated in sooo long. but yeah, no time for it now either :D BYEEx3333

No I didn't die. I just dont have anything to update on. We don't have school tomorrow, yay..I'm probably going to go with chelle and kayshing to vestal...at least I'll make the day worth living, ya know? I highlighted my hair...I like it when its curly and I gel it..but I don't really like it when I straighten it... I dont remember if I told everyone about my ribs coming out of my spine? But yeah, they did. And then my muscles fused I guess? I dont know I felt better after the chiropractor appointments, but now it's starting to hurt when I breathe again. And my arm still hurts. So I haven't been able to snowboard for like a month now, and the snows most likely all gone anyways. And most likely not coming back until next year. Damn you, global warming. Go home, no one likes you. St. Patricks day is FRIiIIDAY. Omg omg omg omg omgggg x33 I can't wait. I'm irish, so yeah I'm proud of st. patty's day. except I wore the shirt i was planning on wearing on friday today. oops. not to worry, I have like 10 green shirts, but still..this was my brightest. But does anyone know WHY we celebrate st. pat's day? I mean I know its for us Irish lads, but why? Anything to do with the potato famine? :D My art project turned out better than I thought it would..I drew a porcupine because I'm dumb like that. ANd they're my favorite animal. You can see it displayed out where all the art projects are ALWAYS displayed :) Now we're drawing skeletons using pen and ink..which kind of blows because it's not all that fun. I want to make a sculpture now or something..but not one out of cement again..like clay would be nice :D Or i want to do water color again because I've gotten better at it. Bio i think I could be failing bc it's so gay and I dont understand more than 2 words that come out of Mr. Reihgdlfjkdlfjback's mouth. This freakin cell respiration is so complicated. What else...today I was talking to Tracy and I meant to say van but shagmoo came out of my mouth instead, so I guess I made a new word? It was crazy weird, but awesome at the same time. I still don't know how to spell Mr. R's name :) I want to get my freakin permit sooo bad. But no, not until I'm 16 all the way to July 27th. Then it's another 6 months before I can my liscense. Jeeeeeeeze. I'll end with that. Bye x33

HI x3

Today was probably one of the greatest days I've had in a LONG time. I guess the words Swim Meet explain it all... I hope to god this will go someplace good. I hope to god he knows how I feel. I hope to god He'll feel the same... ahhh. I'll update next time I feel as good as I do right nowx3

so guys.. I've pretty much fallen in l(ust)ove? yeah... I just hope to god that it will go somewhere, ya know? Big Storm Coming Monday-Tuesday. No School? I should think so. XoXo --Just like that picture I drew :)

Went snowboarding Friday. Went down Tioga, Delaware & West. Didn't fall too many times. I'm proud :p So yes we're supposed to get a storm overnight into Monday. Maybe no school? Life's been good.

Alright that's it. I'm an official snowboarder x3 . Anyone who hasn't tried it, yeah its brutal. It was a lot different than what I thought...but I love it and now it's supposed to be almost 50 in JANUARY? are you fucking kidding me? We need SNOWWWW

Christmas was great. My sister came up for a whole 2 weeks, now she's gone and so I'm kinda upset :/ Hopefully I can go see her within the next month down in North Carolina. New Years! Good Times. On Eve and New Year's Day. I went to Em's party on Eve and then spent the night...the next day Em, Karyn and I made a video of room raiders raiding Jeff's room. Thennnn we went to find dirty laundry and got a few suprises ;) Niiiice. We watched House of Wax and Mr. and Mrs. Smith...they were both A.W.E.S.O.M.E. movies. Omg...I fell in love with Brad Pitt :p Then House of Wax was just soooo good. and unexpected and just really good effects and stuff. If you haven't seen it--watch it. The ending = incredible! It's almost time for me to learn how to snowboard. I'm sooo freaking excited. I know it'll be tough and all but gosh I can not wait. I hope I'm a natural at it...that'd be so good. Am I supposed to get goggles for that??? :p Well, everyone has finally left my house so I'll go mope around and miss my sister and her boyfriend :p ==Love x3

took from katie manson's sit: THE EMO GUIDE. 1. Pepper your typed speech with a bunch of unecessary spaces, i's and x's. It'll make you seem a lot emo-er, because the x's represent your broken heart of woe. Also, use lots of little hearts made of lesser than signs and threes. And slashes, if you're really cool, but this is of course only for very hardcore people who are sure that they want to venture so deeply into this occult world of sadness and anGST. 2. Two words: TIGHT. PANTS. Oh, and dyed black hair. Can't be without the dyed black hair. If you're really adventurous, get a few bleached streaks. It'll show people you're serious about your new-found lonliness--uh, lifestyle. 3. Get a myspace. And then take pictures of yourself at impossible angles, and photoshop them so that you look like you're crying blood, or in a sea of blackness or something else equally emo. 4. Be straight edge, or SxE. No one likes a drunk emo-kid. Now, if you're not willing to give up the drugs or alcohol, then emo is not for you. It's necessary to have all our cognition powers when we venture into the world of slowly moshing men who look like women, and women who look like men who are trying not to look like women. 5. Cut your hair in a very bizarre fashion. Lots of layers works, as long as you have a fringe of bangs that you can hide under so people actually have to look at you to see you crying and not just hear you from the next stall over the in bathroom. 6. Photography. Art. Poetry. These are your friends. Well, actually, you're emo, you don't have friends, but they're the closest you'll ever get. Invest in a digital camera, a black mottled notebook and some colored pencils. You'll only use the black one, so no need for a huge set. Make lots of artwork with people bleeding and crying. Write lots of poetry with people bleeding and crying. Take lots of pictures of people bleeding and crying. 7. Lonliness is the key. To fulfill your newfound artistic muse, you'll need to get a mirror, because as an emo-kid, you don't have any friends. Or muscles, for that matter. 8. LIVEJOURNAL. Or Xanga, or whatever. Something that you can blog in, and have people glance and comment at how very sad you are, and how you shouldn't kill yourself just yet because you mean the world to someone, even though that someone might a) be living in like...Equatorial Guinea or b) doesn't really want anything to do with you because you're just so goddamn emo! 9. Whine and rave and rant and whine about your ex-relationship. Even if it's been a a week, or a month, or three years. The world has a right to know how upset you are. Also, the world isn't going to do a damn thing about it because you don't let them, so whining if perfectly harmless. Unless someone gets fed up and shoots you. In which case you'll be happy. And dead. Lifeless, like a telephone. 10. Last but not least, LABEL YOURSELF EMO. If you don't label yourself, how will you inspire others to do so? Which rhymes with woe. (tears of semicolons fall) ; lmao. That's great :D

*********************It's snowing****************** >>...........That deserves a new entry all on its own x3.............<<

What a miserable day. My dog Fila died today :( We didn't even know she had a disease because she showed no symptoms..but then this morning she was half paralyzed and vomiting and zoning out... ..I watched her take her last breath :( Fila I remember when we first got you. It was almost Christmas Eve...you had a ribbon tied around you :) I don't know HOW to live without you :/ ahhhhh. I hate this..

....................I SAAAIIIIDDD--- ...........WHO LIKES ONION RINGS? :D ..................... XoxO

It feels so nice to get that all out of my head. That's one regret I can take off my list. and who likes... ONION RINGS?!

You dont miss what you never had. Wow. Today my computer crashed and I lost alll my information that has ever been on my computer since we got it, but somehow I managed to gain it all back and right now I just want to say that I LOVE the fuckin internet. and my computer :) ..........................Who Likes PEACHES?????!!!???........................ '''''''''''''''''''''''''''Boy Are They Good :D ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

ahh today was a fun day. 1. Went to Kristin's and 2.had chinese x3 3. Cut out outfits for "the Hulk" 4. Agreed that I will die on a mountain or under covers ;) 3. Went to Flynn's and got stared at by pedophiles. oh AND they waved 8) 4. Bought some NOS or NOZ..can't remember how it was spelled. That shit is crazy. No lies. 5. watched A Lot Like Love 6. I am a good movie predictor. Kristin sucks at it. :) 7. We were driving to my house and I was telling Kristin how much I loved The Barbie Song and how i could sing every word, and what song comes on the radio? Yeah. The Barbie Song. How messed up is that. It's not like it's your everyday song :p 8. Got to my house - told mom we were going to Tunkhannock. She believed us. :D 9. Showed Kristin other pictures :D good times. 10. got so energized i thought i was going to pee myself :) so its 1 o'clock in the morning so guess who's still awake? Yeah. The Energy Drink Addicts. WHO LIKES EGGOS?????! cause I sure do :) 0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.0.

Ok I could tell you all suchhhh a long story but I won't. Harry Potter was really good. We laughed. We cried. We played DDR. and we went home. I found out emily's brother can really sound like a girl sometimes. Em's party was really fun. I miss Judas, Kristin's pet bass. and I need to go shopping. Don't you love french fries? I sure do.

I'm sick. Em's party = 5 days The Amityville Horror was a rockin good movie. and QUITE scary :D Next time I want to watch House Of Wax Watched this kid puke today...fun times :) fjfjfjfjfjdkdkdkdkdkdkslslslslsllsa;a;a;a;;aa;aalakajaj

So. I have decided not to go to school tomorrow since i'm in need of a day off. Really. I am. Not much has happened since the last entry... Kristin got her license..so thats cool. AND AM I SPELLING LICENSE RIGHT? sorry i'm stupid sometimes. and thats one word i never get right :) liscence, license, licsence,..yeah i'm retarded so it was a pleasurable experience on the bus ride home, as always :D We need another All Of Us weekend guys, seriously. Happy Almost 16th, Em Don't you hate it when no matter what you CANNOT get a song out of your head? That's how this song is. I couldn't even go to sleep last night since all i could do was sing it :p xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x