heeey im 16 now =) *referance to side panel* and robbie rememberedddd he IS the love of my life.

okay, so i guess i havent written in over a month hahaha i suck. warped was AWESOME. i met like 20 bands between the two and some girl flashed her boobs @ Motion City in NJ. so that was fun. i have some pictures i'll post on here in a bitttt sooo whats been going on with me. school is okay. i guess. i get headaches a lot. i'm dying my hair in a couple weeks. i'll make sure to keep you posted on that its a SURPRISE. lets see, what else. i turn sixteen in 10 dayssss im pretty excited im not sure what to ask for for my birthday. im thinking either a prepaid credit card for online shopping, a PSP, a computer, just money to spend on CDs, or save up to by myself a nicer car. i dont know what to do. i'll think of something. emily rose is coming to the montrose movie theater soon so i can finally go see it i'm so excited it looks kickasssssss i hate how i get on AOL and no one will talk to me and there will be people who get on that i want to talk to but i refuse to IM them like an unwritten rule or something. so i end up just sitting here for hours on end talkign to no one. and doing HTML on my myspace for fun. this is my exciting life, people. i think fun dip and twizzlers should be served at restaurants. that would be cool. i find myself missing my best friend from when we were younger, Corey. like i miss him so much and he moved away in third grade but like.. we were best friends like i would spend the night at his house and he would bring me jello when i had strep throat... he was so cute. and he was always in love with me but i was in that icky boy stage. and then he moved away to Missouri and each year i start to miss him more. like i write him a letter and then he writes me back but im so ADD that i never get around to writing back agian... i'm horrible. i think next summer i'm going to drive down and see him. i miss boys who were that nice... p.s.- 11:03 pm i just changed my layout p.s.s- 11:40 pm here are the warped pics i promised notice how i'm too short and band memebers have to put their arms around my shoulders hahah I HEART JEFF DAVIS

i got a haircut my hurrrr = gone. i like it though, its pretty sweet =) [i needed it cut before warped, incase its fucking hotttttt. warped = thursday & sunday] if you want to see it, check out my myspace www.myspace.com/populaceintwo

i have to go camping tonight. it was 100 degrees yesterday and the expect me to sleep in a tent with 4 other people?!?! okkkkk i'm done being emo. but it still sucks my verbal cock.

well i didnt get to bed until like 3:30 last night i had to stay up because i wanted to see Vince Vaughn on Last Call w/ Carson Daly hahaha I CANT HELP IT. Vince = love. and now its 7:30 and im sitting here getting ready for work. i think my sanity has left me. bradys brother forgot about scary kids last night so we didnt go. im pretty upset. and now im sitting here talking to people i'd rather not be talking to. scott, my husband of almost a year now is going to Chicago with another woman in like two days. i'm pretty upset. he's only 16 he can't be put in the fire. CAN'T TAKE THE HEAT. i dont even know what he'll do. and then my new found friend rob is leaving for Arizona on Monday i told him to smuggle me back an armadillo. [thats how hardcore i am] i was supposed to go to the movies last night with lyndsey and meet tommo my like best friend from a nearby school and she was supposed to meet her [and tommos] best friend brian but she couldn't go, so i didnt want to go and since i didnt want to go, tommo told brian he wouldn't go so then none of us ended up going hahahaha [sorry to angel and dev, for the lack of brian at the movies meant they didnt have a ride home hahaha] welll i should probably go stuff my face some before work. maybe they'll make me some cheese sticks if im lucky. [i would put mozerella but i cant spell it. mozeralla?? mozarella? I DONT EVEN KNOW.] alright, im done blabbing i actually talked a pretty good amount in this one wh00t wh00t!!

alright, so i did some more things to the layout. i cant help it im an HTML junkie *shame* i've been doing pretty good lately. last Saturday, i went and saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory ohh myyy godddd i loved it so much hahahahahhaa it was great. im definitley buying it on DVD when it comes out =) yesterday was Devon's 15th b-day party it was pretty fun i had a fun time seeing everyone =) me and dan got in a fight because he kept slapping me across the face because he was trying to get me mad so i'd hit him. and then he came up and tried to hug me and i'm like "NEVERRRR!!" and started to run away and hes like "GET BACK HERE RIGHT NOW BEFORE I TAKE BEN AWAY FROM YOU!!" lmfao. i love ben copes. alright sooo what else. oh brady wants me to go see Scary Kids with him and his brother tomorrow i'm not sure if i want to go i dont really like concerts in small clubs like that haha i mean when i went to see starting line, that was good because there werent that many people but senses fail was horrible haha i dont think there would be that many kids at scary kids, not that many people know who they are, so ehhhh we'll see =) well i'm about out of things to talk about. sooo i guess this is it. i love/miss you all =) [p.s.- cream cheese = love] [p.s.s.- i put my entry list back up. i think its funny what i wrote back in the day when i was 14 hahaha im such a loser. feel free to look back and laugh as well.]

well i figured it was time to change around the diary the top left pic is me being emo. anddd the background is something i made with the assist of my best friend lyndsey. i think its pretty sweet =) im not sure what im putting in the middle or anything yet, but i'll keep you posted so far i've had a good week =) on wednesday night me and sara went out and we saw dark water and fantastic four dark water was pretty shitty. it wasnt as scary as i hoped, it was just sad... and fantastic four owns my LIFE. oh my god i loved it sooo much i even went out and bought the poster for it at wal mart at 1:30 AM after the movie and hung it up on my ceiling. *shame* i was going to buy a BLANKET of them but it was animated, and i want real men. tomorrow, im supposed to go to Dietrich and see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with Lynds, Dan, and Max. but Sara wants me to go go band practice with her and i think she's gonna be pissed if i dont go. but ehhhhh. i told lynds i would go see charlie first. anddd i really wanna see the movie haha alright sooo lets see, what else. i also have to work tomorrow, which kinda sucks but im getting payed $60 so that alone is an excuse to go in. i migh be going to texas for two weeks at the end of the month, but i'm not sure yet. i really wanna go but i kinda dont at the same time. it's confusing. ok quick story. last time when i was there, me and my favorite cousin garret who was about one at the time went for a walk around the block. and we walked by like this old abandoned house i mean, there were vines and stuff growing on it. and i look up and theres this goth kid sitting on the ROOF. in all black. i have no clue what he was doing, but it was saweeeet we're pretty much in love. ok that story had no point, i guess it just makes me look kinda sad. hmmmm what else is going on in my life. nothing really. haha oh i forgot to mention emilie in my last entry about the fourth of july. sorry emilie!! i loveeee youuuu haha i guess thats all i have to say. i'll write in hear when something new develops. love to all =)

Your Birthdate: September 27 Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path. Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate. There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do. This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative. You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends. You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return. What Does Your Birth Date Mean? its true. alright. wellllll. nothing much going on. saturday i went to dans party after work i didnt even really want to go haha for many reasons and then all of a sudden sara called and said she was taking me so i went. and then i fell asleep and missed work the next morning and my mom flipped SHIT and said that i was going to lose my job and all this crap. so that sucked. shes always yelling at me lately haha im going to two warped tours this year. thats how hardcore i am. and i think im going to texas for two weeks before that so its definitley going to be awesome :) well i dont have much else to say thanks to everyone for commenting. i feel pretty lonley lately haha love you all =)

i went to the docters yesterday im on four different kinds of meds. i feel better x a million. which is awesome. since my glands were swollen to the size of golfballs. theres this awesome shirt that says "the scene sucks because of you." theres deff. a few people i know who that shirt is made for haha jobs doing good. i make about $30 a day which is awesome. i get my permit in three months. flippin sweet!! i lost my library book so i payed $17 for it then i found it the next period haha so i got my money back and the rightful balance was returned to the planet. only one and a half more days of school. and then i can become a nightlife hermit like how i am rightfully meant to be. alright im out of things to talk about for now. this weekend i want to go to the movies but i dont think i will. im supposed to go shopping with marissa. i might still do that. i'll write back soon. i love you guys. w3rd to yo motha. oh yeah. and on May 8th i've officially been on sitD for one year. and ive never changed from deathbymurder. i stick to my morals. you know how i roll.

IM SICK. AGAIN. hahahha wow i suck. alright!! posting on the life front. uhm. only 11 more days of school!! and i got a job I make 6 dolla an hour. and im so hardcore that im getting payed illegally hahaha so no taxes taken out. which is AWESOME. I made $60 this weekend. and im done with work by 2:30 good deal haha so im going to clean my room tonight. and hope this weekend my mom takes me to best buy so i can buy a bunch of CDs i couldnt buy before since im a poor ho :( me and lynds got in a rumble today. i beat her DOWNNNNN. hahahaha we were just kidding around but it was still awesome. alright well... thats about it :) i'll write back in here soon. comment me and ill get back to you :) i love you all

Ahh man I havent been on here in a long ass time haha I'm sorry everyone. I've been sick wicked hXc it blows it out the ass. uhm. not much else has been going on really. last weekend was Marissas party and that was fun. other than that I'm pretty much at home. I'm too sick to go anywhere half the time haha Ooooh Garret my favorite cousin came up. I'll put a pic of him up on here in a bit. Lyndsey came over. we watched porno and drank. my two favorite things. I made some new friends. so thats pretty flippin sweet. I dont really have much else to say haha oh thanks to my homie Robbie for all the comments. he always did make me wanna lala haha I love you guys!

...I'm starting to like the Mount Rose. SENSES FAIL CONCERT TOMORROWWWWWW. Can't fucking wait.... ♥ mmmmmmmmmmm I love going to shows...

I stayed home from school today. Not feeling good. ...at all. I hope it gets better before the 16thhhhh I'll make it get better haha If anyone has a mySpace account, leave me the link. I'm trying to expand out of just having bands as friends haha I love you all.

Oh my god. Tonight was the TSL concert. I did so awesome. Ive never really been in a concert where I fought so much. I like beat the shit out of everyone haha I elbowed some like 250 lb guy and he told me he was going to fart on me. Hey. anything in the name of Kenny. So during the first band I was in about the sixth row of people. They were called Suicide Pact. They were pretty sweet. I wanted to tap the drummer. and the one guitarist was wearing the same Coheed shirt that I have It was pretty awesome. theres the singer :) everyone said he looked like Dave Grohl haha picture of the guitar player, singer, and the drummer. who I wanted to tap. yeah, I said it again. During Mae I worked my way up to the third row. There was that 250 lb guy in front of me and then his girlfriend in front of him. SO I couldnt really see Mae all of the time because he was so huge, but I had an awesome view when he would move his ass. the bald Asian keyboardest :) Max was in love with him haha Me and Dan met him and Max didnt get to because when he came over the guy was gone. felt kind bad. but eh. I still met him. heres a picture of the singer whos so beautiful and I love him. and the guitar player haha its not the clearest picture I have, but I love it. its all swirly and AWESOME haha wow that was lame. moving on! Then in between TSL and Mae I got my way up into the second row. Next to the guy haha And then once TSL started, the girl who was in front of me got the bouncers to pick her up and take her out that way so she could leave. Right after they picked her up I jumped right in her spot. I was front row center. Right in front of Kenny. He looked at me like 12 times. I melted. Andd he was so beauitful and sang all of my favorite TSL songs. All haha And I was in the front row for all of them. Oh my god it was so awesome. All of that work finally payed off. I mean you have no clue. I got ran over so many times. Christine and Timmy and Cory and Sara had to leave because they couldtn take it. I mean when you're 5-4' you get whipped around haha I just felt like I did something, you know. Its an awesome feeling. And oh.. the sweet nectar of the reward haha A pic of the Kenster. oh myyyyy mmmmmmmmm. drinking is hot tea :) I love him haha and one more of muy lovar. alright I'll stop with the Kenny pictures. but for the record, I have about 15 more haha I only took one pic of Matt and all the rest were Kenny. I'm addicted haha ANYWAY. So after the show I went out and met Mae. I bought a shirt and then they signed it for me. And the other band was there too but I didnt get to go see them. And then I saw a bunch of people crowded around by the stage so I ran over there and. well. I'll just show you. Thats me and Matt from TSL :) he signed my ticket too. so sweet haha anyway. it was an awesome night. all the bands rocked. Max stayed with me the whole time and saved my life. So that was awesome. and I definitley cant wait for Senses Fail in two weeks haha alright. well I posted pics like I promised. I guess thats it haha I had an awesome time though I wish all of you could have come with meeee I love you hombres. :)

I'm going to tear your ass open like we just got married, and you're all mine now ^^^OOO Kenny baby. Tomorrow we'll become one. love! Alright. so tomorrows The Starting Line concert with Max and Dan So that will be fun. This girl that Max made out with is going to meet us there though, so thats gonna be kinda akward. Eh. Anything for the Kenny. Alright. Not much has been up lately haha I guess I can't see Scott on Saturday now. Which breaks my heart. I've been missin my husband mucho lately haha. Alright. Well not much else to say. I think Im allowed to take pics at the show tomorrow so I'll definitley let you know if I take some winners. Thanks for the comments everyone. I luv u guyz! LOLZ! ...ignore the horrid picture of me haha.

Alright. I figure once people start to complain, I should start posting again haha (Plus Robbie made fun of me. I was punk'd.) I would right in here more, but my life is completely uneventful. But its Easter. So I thought I'd give you all something to hold you over haha Alright. What has been going on with me. Uhm. Me and Max are taking a break. So thats fantastic. Sara got her license on Thursday. So to celebrate we went to the mall, And then saw the Ring Two. Which was way better than the first one. Thank god. Friday I'm going to see The Starting Line. Max said he'd still take me even with the break. So that's effin awesome of him. I spent all day yesterday downloading cover songs. They're really sweet. Its pretty much a punk goes pop kinda thing. I named the mix "Dirrty Pop" Which is always good. Cody invited me to go to the movies with him tonight. I guess him Brooke Amanda and Jim are going But Im dirt poor. And Saras in Bloomsburg seducing Josh. So there goes that. Saturday I get to see Scott, my husband. I haven't seen him in about 5 months. And we've been married for 6. You do the math. Today is Lyndsey and Derek's birthday. Derek's 16 which is sweet. I love that kid. Lyndsey [lipglossnblack] is 15. Which is good. Another year closer to 16 haha I need money. I've decided that there are things in life that I want, and if I ever intend on getting them, I need to get my ass off this computer chair and work for it. Oh look. I'm still sitting here. You can see my will power. We were supposed to have a talent show Thursday But we had another snowday. So hopefully it will be on Monday. (Since we now have school on Monday, Because we're making up for all of the snow days) Flutterkick is going to cover "New American Classic" by Taking Back Sunday. Which will be awesome. It sucks though since Nonviable Existance were going to cover it. But its okay. We'll bounce back haha Alright. I'm completely out of things to say haha I love you all. Thanks for commenting I really appreciate it. Mucho gracias. [P.S.] I need to change my layout. I'll get to it eventually. oh. one more thing. Thursday. 8 o'clock. Fox. Tru Calling Two-Hour season premier. Effin right. I love that show. AP told me it was coming back, but it never did. Until now that is. AP never lets me downnnn. Which is why it owns my soul.

I'm sorry I havent written in here for like three weeks haha I've just been sick. And busy. And tired. I got pink eye. Yeahhhhh. That was hell. But its better now which is good. I'm not dying haha always a plus. Last couple weeks have been really busy. I've been out everyweekend with Sara. And Adam. And last week I met Josh whos a funny kid I'm a cutter hehehhehe!!! great times. Uhm. What else. In a few weeks I'm going to see The Starting Line. April Fools Day, actually. Which is good since I'd bang the hell out of Kenny. I told Max I was going to dump him, Seduce Kenny and Jamison, and then just say April Fools! and all would be forgiven. ...A girl can dream. MMMMM... Vasoli. Thanks everyone whos been leaving me comments even though I died. I appreciate it :) I might have an eye ulcer but they think that I got my contacts out quick enough so I shouldn't. Which would be good. Oh! and for Lyndseys berfday I get to see Scgody :) Celebrate my main hos birthday and see my husband. What more could I ask for. Today was supposed to be the school's last ski trip. But I was absent Tuesday due to my eyes being the same color as my hair so I missed signups. They announced this morning that we're making up a trip next Friday though. Which is good because I can go on three more that I've already payed for haha. Oh tonight I might go to see Flutterkick (a band from kids at our school) with Kara. Becca wants me to go so we can have vandersexxxxxx. So I think I might attend since I love the Becca. And we got the sex talk today from Anderson. Which was just a barrel of laughs. She told us that seventh graders ask her what it means to ejaculate. Which I find funny. I guess our grades always been completely perverted though haha Well I don't have much else to talk about. I don't really get on this thing that much. If you guys want to check out some pictures of me and my friends and things, you can check out my webshots http://community.webshots.com/user/alcoholandoxygen They're not anything special. Just me and my homeslices. Well I'll talk to everyone later. And get back to all of your comments :) I love you guys! Hope everyone is doing better than me.

I lost my voice. I cant feel my neck. My face is oily times a million. And last night was the best fucking night I've had in a long time. Alright for those of you who didnt know, Last night I went to the Taste of Chaos tour. Which is like 5 of my favorte bands of all time. And it was effing awesome. And I ended up with a MAH shirt. And Jim pitched in and got me a Used hoodie :) It's really pretty. All the bands were fucking awesome. I knew every song that every one of them played. I sang louder than I've ever sang all night long. I pretty much yelled and jumped and headbanged and freaked out and orgasmed for like 4 hours straight. I LOVE NJ I didnt get home till 3 in the morning haha And we stopped at Wawa hahahhaa. It was just awesome. And I really needed it. Concerts fuel my soul. Plus, that was the first time I'd seen all of those bands. Which was awesome since I've seen pretty much all of my other favorites at Warped. :) And it was Bert's birthday. And the Used show was crazy x2183021382111319031. And I definitley love him and Quinn. Oh yes. And for all of you that didnt know, My hair is pink. Andddd I love it.

I hate people. You should know who you are. Well. anyway. Not much going on Just thought I'd post to tell you all that Im still kickin :) Tomorrow Sara and Adam and Chris might play which will ownnnnn. My lovers haha And Flutterkick and Asphixiation might play as well :) I'll write back when I have more to say.

YOUR MOM GOES TO COLLEGE. Anyway. My Valentines Day was shitty. But Max got me chocolate, a really funny card, a necklace, and the new Bright Eyes CD. So that made me happy :) Plus Brooke, Lyndsey, Marissa, Emilie, and Emily all made me Valentine's. And Brady gave me one today :) And Max & Emily sent me those lollipop things Which also made me happy. Well I don't have much else to say. My knees still really bruised up from Elk. Oh! Saturday I hung out with Sara Danielle and Purdy. And then spent the night with Sara and Adam. My lovers *wink* And then on Sunday I went to Chrisco, Adam, and Head's houses. Which was fun haha Me and Sara and Chris watched porn. Good times. They're all really cool kids. Max might come over Saturday. Which will be cool. Other than that I have no clue what the future holds haha I love you all :) Hope you had a Happy Valentine's Day as well.