hey.. so today was totally uneventful. i just got over a bad case of bron...something, which is when you have this terrible sore throat and cough and nose issues and everything. i'm finally almost better but good ol' mom said that i shouldn't be going out today, so i didn't go anywhere. that's okay though, i've been bonding with my dogs and my couch. haha. i did go out to dinner though with my mom and sister, and that was fun. we went shopping, which i haven't done in forever. I MISSED AN ENTIRE WEEK OF SCHOOL when i was sick. that work is gonna be fun to make up! not. i missed my iSTEPs too. ALL OF THEM. next week will be really busy with all my old work and new assignments. it really won't be too bad though; i did a lot of the work already. it won't be bad to be busy after a week of sitting on my ass. a cosmetics counter lady told me i had pretty skin today. no one's ever told me that before, and it made me feel really good cause that's not something i would normally think about myself. in the car i was upset, and i kinda zoned out and wrote some lines in my head: smiling through the pain laughing through the tears once upon a time with you i had no fears memories of an unbroken heart haunt me in my sleep always in my dreams i know i'll wake to weep but i'd never let you see it the pain i keep inside you shattered me in pieces i hope at least you tried ...what do you think? i miss my friends!! i haven't seen anyone in 6 days!! the only people i've seen are my family and today when i went out for like 2 hrs. some of my GOOD friends have been calling me, checking up on me and telling em news, so i'm not completely cut off at least. i was pissed at one of my friedns the other day though. i was talking to her and she was being super bitchy-sarcastic. she was all, "are you dead? it's not like we all just sit around like , 'oh, we miss briana.'" etc. i mean, kidding that would have been fine, but she really wasn't. and she was mad at my other awesome friend who she's "friends" with because she wasn't invited to her party. i was nice to her and heard her out about it, but i don't even care. i don't blame my friend for not inviting her. she's a huge BITCH.she's like a leech; i keep trying not to be friends with her but she just HANGS ON. we've been friends since like preschool, and i liked her better then. she has her good moments though i guess. shoot, i have to go. it's a quarter to midnight and my dad's on my back to go to bed. see ya all lata. xoxo