ugh.. im writing this.. i figured... since all thats happend with arin.. and stuff.. since he will have no one to tell his secrets anymore, the only place he really could express himself was online. and just incase something was ever to happen to me. i want to express myself somewhere. where people can read and get to know me or i can tell my secrets and no one will know until i feel like letting them know. Other then that. i guess i really have nothing to say. i just hate all this.. ever since he died i have been so... speechless. im not sure. im eatting saltines. they are very good. well, im going to bed for tonight.. post in a bit. goodbye.