i havnt written in a long time. hopefully, that will change. let me see, im 16 now. as of a month ago. annd everything has been fine. also its spring break. i dont think i ever realized how short spring break is. plus, monday will be one year that arin was killed in the car crash. and in no means does it seem like a year. i still miss him soo much.and then on tuesday im going to our annual trip to seaside yay. i hope it will be fun this year. and sometime when i get back i have to buy our warped tour tickets. soo much to do. but im taking it a day at a time. and hopefully will not get stressed out and relax this spring break. i just took a shower. and wow was i scared. i saw the ring two last night and i didnt even watch half because iwas so scared. i coverd my eyes.. heh. and so i was scared to take a shower and had to not think of it. so yeah, i also got my hair cut again, annd i love junior mints. anyways... i have to go to target. COMMENT MEbyebye<3nicole.