heeeellllo.

Feeling: content
well yes. i am sitting here at my dads house. (where i go everyother weekend) he lives about 20-30 mins from my mothers house. on mondays he drives me to school which sucks because i would rather spend the time driving sleeping. but today.. he came and picked us up and i kinda in a missed off mood.. like always when he comes and picks us up or the weekend meaning i cant be with my friends. which SUCKS! then he talks to me in the car and asks me tons of questions of course, when im in a "no question" kinda mood. but yes. we get to my dads house and he makes us drive the boat we have just for us because our boat test is tomorrow. and yeah... i did it with no crashes. very awesoome and then we met our new neighbors who are nice people i guess. then we ate dinner. my step sister and my dad got in a hudge fight about grades and all ended in screaming and yelling. then we went and cleaned my future room i am moving into tomorrow as well. its soooo much bigger then the one i have riht now. and im going to get a KING size bed. very nice. but yeah. thats about all. and now its 11:30 and 24 hours ago i was just leaving the saves the day show... now on a more "i hate the world" note. i hate the world.. i dislike guys and their ways.. most the time. and its just not fair. i havent had aNNY sort of anything since like.. last year. thats a long time ago.. its soo depressing.. it probably has a lot to do that i totally just like detached from everything and stopped tlaking.. and only talking when REALLY neeedeD. maybe just a little. yes. why cant guys just be like sweet and understanding or anything instead of playing games with our minds. ugh. you know, i dont even know what im saying anymoer. im soo tired. so i think im going to go listen to music and go to sleep or something.. and both my legs are totally asleep. wow. hmm yes i guess ill go. talk to you later bye.
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