i'm finally studied and it feels freakin good. it takes a load off to be doing something about the "PROBLEM" biking is just great, i now know why i like it so much. It feels so good i hope to gain that confidence back instead of slowing having it torn down, piece by piece until not but a facade remains. Not that there's that much there anyway. "Never look through others eyes, fault is all that's found. Look through your own eyes to see beauty, because it's only yourself you need to astound"