i'm not sure what's going on. it'll be alright but it's a little harry mess to deal with. yipes. i'm not sure about that man anymore, or any for that matter. i just want someone to tell me where i'm going and let it be easy...cause i'll just start working towards going there. sigh, if only such a world... i really dont even know what i'm trying to say. that's okay i guess, but i'd like to be clear on just one thing. yeah, right... Last night was way cool though. I've never felt so.... spontaneous? i don't know, it just felt right for this time and boy was swimming naked fun. mmmmhmmmm.