Africa! defenitly made my life better to have this prospect placed before me... yes, yes, yes. it's way motivating to think of traveling (to africa). i'll be willing to do it all, stupid jobs, idiots, scrounging it's all worth it! i talked to her, well emailed her. i feel better about saying sorry but i'm not sure i want to be friends, which is horrible of me, but i really don't know about her. do i feel good about the situation or not? i can't decide. the smallest thing changes my mind. inexplicable summer fling anyone?