Suzie....i went through a million choices. anyway, i'm feeling....bleh, why?? well i think it's partly because i'ma confused about everything and it's a mess, quite honestly. what sucks the worst is not knowing what i don't know...make sense? k, it's like i'm confused about being confused...i think. wow, i don't even know but i hope to find a solution to this unknown problem. Do i like him anymore? or is it one of those can't let it go kinda things? who knows, but i have a feeling it has to do with me wanting a really good friend, paticularly a man friend. i just want it all to turn out alright...with out anything embarassing or regretable happening. why did steve have to be so perfect?