today is not a good day for me... next week wont be either. grounded... a word oh-so-familiar to my ever ringing ears. my mothers screams woke me this morning... "GET UP BELLOW!!!" "CLEAN YOUR ROOM BELLOW!!!" "GET OUT OF YOUR BED NOW BELLOW" "WHEN I GET BACK I WANT TO SEE THAT YOU'VE ACTUALLY DONE SOMETHING!!!" yeah that's my morning alright... stupid bellow can't get her "priorities", (as my mother calls them), straight... meaning "can't get your shit straight") she's still out with my grandmother getting her hair done... what a bunch of crap. my sister gets to play outside and i have to be in the house doing chores like Cinderella... too bad no fairy godmother will come and take me away. no prince either. i know that for sure! is it ok to cry alone? my face is so red and raw from crying. it's days like these when i just wanna go to sleep and never wake up. too bad this isn't a fairy tale.... then i could just close the book and it would all be over. too bad...