and im like SUPER confused about whats going on. i like him alot, but its weird because he used to like be in love with my best friend katie. and unfortunatly i was born with the curse of thinking im not good enough for anyone, so thats definalty getting the best of me. im really afraid to tell him. when i was younger and i didnt really care, i would tell all the guys i liked, now it DOES mean something so im scared of rejection i guess. i really thought about it last night and he really fits all the ideas i had about a guy...physically, mentally, everything. its just weird because A) if he does like me, i feel like it would be because me and Katie are like SOO similar...and thats not really cool for him or me. and B) because if he doesnt like me, and he finds out i like him, then we couldnt just chill like we do now...cuz it would be weird. Me, katie, and him just chill at the mall sometimes, and talk, and laugh and its great and fun...i dont want to ruin it :-/ but i really like him...and i have to admit im not EXACTLY sure why, it just happend. hes into some weird stuff, but that doesnt bother me...and i know hes not like other guys. he actually has manners, and he wouldnt be pushy or anything...UGH im truly confused. i guess it comes down to, i do want him to know, i just dont want to tell him lol. i want him to know, so then he wouldnt be afraid to say if he DOES like me, but i dont want ME to tell him cuz i dont want him to feel like he couldnt be honest that he doesnt like me or does to my face. if that makes sense...cuz it makes sense to me. hmm any advice? cuz that might help some.

friday: i went to work ((way to early as usual)) and got off about 12 with my $120 i made =). then i went to michaels and bought iron on letters and a kick ass pink fabric pen for my RF shirt for the concert. well needless to say i spent WAAAY to much so i called katie and was like wtf...that was expensive. so then i took a trip to southbridge and went to walmart cuz she said they had what i needed for alot cheaper lol but i didnt buy anything there...i just shortened what i was gonna put on my shirt, and returned about $20 worth of stuff lol. so i came home, did my shit((which was kick ass by the way)), made my shirt and me and katie left at 6. the Rascal Flatts concert was at 8...and we went the back way. the pavillion it was at is about 45 min from my house, but we hit traffic about 30 min into the trip so we were going slow enough for people to jump out and like go to the bathroom lol and then get back in their cars. we missed the first opener ((shelly fairchild)) which i was a little sad, but not enough...and when we finally got there we walked up like a billion stairs before we realized that we didnt have to lol...so that was sad. Blake Shelton was #2 opener and he was awesome. i didnt even know i liked him till this concert. then rascal flatts came on and i was blown away. i love them so much, and i was so happy i got tickets =) this show was marked the largest show ever to hit Nissan Pavillion...so that was great. the lawn was like OVERLY stuffed and it was fantastic. they sang my 2 FAVORITE songs so i was content lol. then it ended about 11:15ish after they left the stage and came back for an oncore with Shelly Fairchild, and Blake Shelton and they sang 'born in the USA'...and Gary the lead singer was wearing a Nationals jersey so that was great =) we got into the parking lot and didnt even THINK about moving for a whole hour. it was shoved in the parking lot, and people were being INSANE. we were just singing and watching people almost get hit, and all the drunks trying to fine their cars. we finally got out about 45 min after and hit some traffic on the way out. we got home about 2:30 in the morning and just passed out. saturday: sat. we woke up in the afternoon and we just got some food, and cleaned out writing off Katies windows. then she left and i played with my nephew. then rachel came, and me and stephen went home with them. we didnt really do anything ((and i missed a baseball game with Katie and Kelly for that shit lol)) and just went to bed. sunday: chilled with jason and the kids...thats it lol monday: i didnt have to work so i babysat stephen. i took him ((after sleeping in)) to see the March of the Penguin....and shockingly it was good. i love discovery channel and stuff so it was cool. not like in a nerdy way, but i was totally interested lol. my brother is a discovery channel LOSER like he watched it all the time so i promised i would take him. then last night shellie called and was in town, so i told her to come over. we just talked all night cuz its been a while. then we went to bed real late. today: we woke up late, and my dad was home so me and shellie went and got my truck inspected. lol i didnt know what to do and everone there laughed at me because i said it outloud. we got out ((which i guess you are supposed to wait IN your car)) and the guy was like "...can i help you??" and i was like "yeah, i need an inspection...but i dont know what to do". it was great cuz all the old guys were laughing at me =( lol. but yeah then we went and got some lunch, and headed to P&D nails. i got a manicure, and she got a full set for her senior pictures. then we got DQ lol...yeah. when we got home we finished I Robot, and then we went to her uncles hour and went swimming. --------------------- well i gotta work the rest of the week. then on thurday im driving shellie to get her senior pictures taken. i got invited to go to OBX with them the last week of August and im SOO excited cuz that means another week at the beach. but they are going with this real bitchy girl that everyone ((including her)) knows i HATE...so but i dont have a problem being a bitch back, so thats good lol. the only stuff that worries me, is we get back only 3 days before school starts ((oh HELL!! i dont wanna!!!)) and that the lady i babysit for will have to find someone else for ANOTHER week. so yeah, that could be a small issue school shopping wise, but what the hell. i think my parents will say yes just cuz they dont have to pay for anything. cuz im gonna save the hell out of all my money from now on. ill make about 90$$ this week and thats ALL going into my bank account, because i spent almost ALL my $120 i made on friday. how bad does that suck. so tonight im watching real world ((yes)) and then passing out...cuz work starts at 6am.

first week of summer: so the first week is done, and i actually made it through a whole week of watching my brother. we didnt do much, because it was the first week and it was WAY to hot lol. but we chilled, and watched movies, and HE played outside some...and nobody died. its amazing AND i will probally get payed today =) katie came over on wed. and she just left. we were just both bored, so she came over, skipped her driving class today and just helped me with my brothers. the only downside to this week was i totally like killed my brothers finger in a door last night. he went to the doctors and they said it was fractured or sprained...but something was wrong lol. he knew it was on accident, so he didnt like hate me. we were playing around, running around the house and i had to pee...so i was like "i gotta go to the bathroom" and he thought i was playing so he chased after me, and i didnt know he was that close behind me so i just slammed the door...and yeah his finger was in the way. i cried, i felt SO bad...but my mom was the only one that freaked out. so other than that, everything was good...and if i get payed thatll be 100% more better lol.

ok well i know this is petty but i hate when ppl make me keep my promises and then they blow theirs like its no deal. like my parents, they THROW it in my face every single time i say something, and i dont do it...yet they promise me things and dont follow through. my mom almost died ((actually she did for a while)) when she had her surgery in march, and she promised never to have a ciggarette in her life again ((because the docs said thats what made her stop breathing)). she did really well, and didnt have one for about 2 weeks, and that was great because she had been smoking for 32 years and she just quit. she had like one every 2 weeks and her and my dad both quit for almost 2 months and then they had a 'relapse' and havent quit since. that was like 3 weeks ago. my mom even talked to me in this long, emotional coversation about how she felt about smoking and quitting and everything, and she KNOWS how much it bothers me, and she knows its hurting me and my brother, and thats another reason why she said she wouldnt anymore because me and my brother have told her to stop since we were old enough to know what it was. we always used to tell her what we learned in school about it and everything and she never cared what we thought, as long as she had a ciggarette. and then just sunday night my dad AND mom were like we are putting on patches tomorrow and quitting...and now today they are in their office puffing away. i wish they wouldnt even tell me because they let me down again. this just makes me think about how much ppl say and dont do it. it makes me sad that ppl cant just say whats up, and what they are TRUTHFULLY going to do.

alright so friday night i went to the mall with katie and some other ppl. it was fun but we ended up NOT seeing a movie, just chilling around. we finally left the other ppl who went to see a movie and we went 'shopping' with our little amount of money lol. but i bought the CUTEST dickies bag. its like long and thin...but its white, pink, and green and its super BUT i got home, ripped off the tag, and THEN realized it is defective lol. it has the same piece of velcro on both sides so it doesnt close...but its ok. sat. i woke up early to go watch katie and jess's softball game. it was fun...but we got there a little late cuz we got lost lol. they won though! and i think im gonna play with them because NOW my dad decided i could play even after it started lol...but i just realized how much i love softball. like im actually kindda good at it...i can hit, catch, and pitch but running is the only part thats like hmm lol. but itll be fine. after that we went to the dump and emptied my dads truck. then we went to locust shade and went to the green ((ps. golf is NOT my sport lol)) i tried and tried and they just werent going very far. so then we played puttputt =) lol that was...interesting. then the batting cages. it was an all together fun day...which is new for a day with my dad and brother. i just got done talking to an old friend of mine. i havent talked to her since like...5th grade and one of my friends ((kennedi)) asked me if i remembered her and i got her sn. it was....weird cuz shes changed ALOT. she sounds cool though--really into pictures, she showed me a pic of like EVERYTHING she was talking about lol. hmm i g2g to bed. i gotta watch my brother tomorrow. LATER

so tell me WHO whips out a gun and starts shooting during a church service...only people in this area could do that cuz they are RETARTED. so yeah this dude in DC, just like whips out his 9 and starts shooting during church..AT LEAST wait till you get outside i mean come on! lol so yeah so my moms surgery is done, and she is in alot of pain. it doesnt really help that she tripped over katies boots ((yeah by the way those are at my house)) and like twisted sideways which hurt her really bad. then i got her in bed, gave her medicine and everything, then she was chilling and here comes blackie(my cat) jumpin his FAT ASS right on her stomach...so yeah today was not her day. she also thinks something is wrong because they told her after her surgery she wouldnt be able to burp ((i know what is that!? take away her power to burp...)) and she is burping alot and like barfing yum...so im staying home from school to driver her to the hospital or wherever she needs to go. this week is gonna be the slowest of my LIFE. i swear... cuz other than tomorrow i have to go EVERY day and ugh. its gonna go slow cuz i get to go to GA with katie and my mom and brother...im SO happy. my nanny is also really happy lol shes like asking my mom for food we need, and everything. shes also really excited about meeting katie so that outta be fun. but im really sad cuz i REALLY dont think we are gonna be able to make it to the beach like we were gonna *tear*. i was really excited about that but now that my mom is having so muhc trouble we wont be able to. if spring break goes by fast i think i will cry...cuz its the last real break we get before summer. summer isnt that far away guys!! isnt that FANTASTIC. for me it is because...my car, license, and everything else...hopefully getting in shape cuz my fat ass needs that lol well...im happy i hope you are too! Marcia

starting some countdowns!! lol GEORGIA aka SB: 9 days SWEET 16th: 43 days license: 135 days lol =( ok so yesterday my whole county got out of school early because it was like icy from the 'snow storm' we had. on monday it was freaking 68!! i was like WHAT!? but i wasnt complaining...i am not though cuz im FREEZING lol. then today((it was my bad classes)) went fine lol. Child development is the only class i like on odd days, and then in geog. we did like oragami ALL class lol then in spanish the ESOL students did some presentations and i got to watch this HOT spanish guy for like 20 min...then we got food so i was happy cuz that class is the WORST and that made it go by quicker. soo guess what!? im getting a car!!! or at least im almost POSITIVE cuz i did a little sneaking around earlier and i saw some papers with some cars on them and it made me happy. and katie is getting her dream car which makes me happy too...so YAY. even though my freakin license is like FOREVER away grrr. so yeah... this weekends i have no plans, but my mom is going into the hospital tomorrow for surgery in her throat and stomach...so im pretty sure im gonna clean. A) to maker her happy and B) so she doesnt get really sick. then im gonna CHILL and think about how depressed i am that we have a WHOLE nother week before spring break lol. who is watching american idol?? its kindda pissing me off that they are doing this whole girl/boy thing but i LOOVE Mario Vasquez & Carrie Underwood. i really hope one of them win. they are the best in my opinion...i dont even like, like 5 ppl that are still here. for my birthday i dont think im gonna have a party. i told my mom that i didnt want a party if they would buy me a car. my mom is from georgia and sweet 16 is a BIG deal...like she was ready to spend 3,000$ for a party...and im just like are you INSANE!? you can buy a car for that!! lol so i really dont want a party. shoot i will pay for me and a couple of friends to go to sakura...happy birthday thats it lol. actually ill only invite like 3 lol unless i invite Reesa...idk. katie duh, and my friend lauren is like SAKURA YOU BIRTHDAY YAY! lol and my best friend shellie...then a sleep over...not expensive at all lol. yay for cars!! and birthdays!! and SUMMMMER!! sorry im a little hyper...i had like 5 cokes already today... well im done for today =) im FREEZING!!! marcia

hmm today was good. i went out to go to a movie with my family but it was sold out so we went to sakura ((the best restaurant ever)). its a japanese steakhouse where they cook in front of you...and i had tuna sushi which was YUMMMMMMMY. lol so i was happy and my nephew is over. its 1:30 and he just woke up about 45 min ago and WONT pass back out...so now im sitting in a room with a 2 year old jumping on the bed to the Tigger Movie on my TV lol sound like fun?? its freaking 1:30am WHO DOES THAT!? lol but its ok... for some STRANGE reason i was thinking about my friend zach alot today. i have known him since we were like...under 1 years old and after 8th grade we just randomly talk to each other. he moved like 45 min away so we only see each other like...on birthdays lol. well his birthday is 2 days after mine and im just wondering what he is gonna do lol (cuz my birthday is in 45 days!!! lol) my mom was like "awww you guys should combine your birthday party like you used to do when you were little!!" and i just gave her this look cuz no lol...i dont even know if he will remember to invite me since i havent spoke to him since like...august of last year. it makes me sad because we were pretty close for a while like talked on the phone...sometimes with another friend, sometimes not. hmmm well i gotta go get my nephew to fall asleep...cuz my mom sure aint gonna do it shes snorin away in her room. Later Marcia

alrighty WELL im super hyper cuz tomorrow is friday. today was normal...ok...lol but i got the transfer form for the new school i MIGHT go to ((probally)) lol but i gotta get all the signatures before its final...and that includes my parents, but i went to them with my valid reasons to change schools and i really think they are up for it...the only thing they are worried about is how im gonna get gas to drive there everyday...but we will figure that out later. i am switching so i can take a fashion marketing class. it was either take this class or get in the 'advanced' classes and i REALLY wanted to do this course. i signed up for photojournalism and choir but i pointed out to my mom that im never gonna work at a newspaper OR be a professional singer so wouldnt it be smarter to take a class that has like the SMALLEST amount of stuff having to do with my hopefully future job lol...=) yay ok i also had like a really LONG teary talk to my mom for the first time in like forever. after the talk i truly believe that my parents are going to quite drinking and smoking ((my mom is an alchoholic...and my parents are both BAD smokers)). they keep "quitting" but i really saw it in my moms eyes this time...cuz she knows she hurts me alot when she gets drunk and ive told her like 5 BILLION times...she really wants to stop and i know that now. we got alot closer in just those like 45 min that we talked. WELL tomorrow is friday and i have good classes so im tottally happy. i dont have any plans for this weekend except i have to go see the pacifier with my family...WHO goes to movies with their family anymore!? lol idk but whatever...its been like FOREVER =) as long as i get to sleep in one day ill be fine. Later! Marcia

alrighty so...today was the third snowday in like 3 school days lol we got thursday, friday and today off. im also 99.9% positive we wont have school tomorrow either. its great! lol. katies been here all that time lol...she just left. we saw cursed in theaters which was good. we both were like WHAT!? ew when we heard it was gonna be about werewolfs but it was still really good. we also couldnt go sledding cuz the snow was crappy so we built a snowman =) he was named matt and had a green mowhawk lol. we took pictures and hopefully i can post them tomorrow. we pretty much chilled ALL weekend. today we didnt do a DAMN thing because its been kindda crappy outside all day so we just ate, watched movies, and slept lol but we are crazy so it was still fun lol... last night we downloaded a bunch of new music and jammed all night...lol while filling out REALLY long surveys. katie is crazy and answered one question like SOO funny so we laughed about that for about 45 min lol ((not really but it was great)). if we dont have school tomorrow shes gonna come back over so we can sled =) wooo...im happy lol. who said 16((amost)) year olds cant sled!? damn straight. so i really dont have anything else to say but i got some lovely pictures to share. if you are against hot guys kissing dont go down...just leave and dont come back! later. Marcia ||||||||| YUMMY! my favorite my SECOND favorite ever...soooooo cute! mmmm...this makes me happy cuz they love each other =) lol *HOTNESS*

001. What is your name?Marcia 002. Spell your name backwards: aicraM 003. Date of birth: 4/20/89 004. Male or female? female 005. Astrological sign: taurus 006. Nicknames: MarciaMellow, Marcie, martian, Marce 007. Occupation? student 008. Height: 5'6 009. siblings: 2 kindda... 010. Hair color: brown 011. Eye color: change color 012. Where were you born? in a hospital... 013. Where do you reside now? Hoodbridge 014. Age: 15ish 015. Screen names: MarciaMell0w 016. E-mail addy: need to know basis 017. What does your screen name stand for? MEEE =) 018. What is your lj name? ew...sike 019. What does your Blurty name stand for? ??? ... 020. Pets: i got a kitty...and a brother 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake?15 022. Piercings? 7 =) 023. Tattoo's? not now...but soon i hope lol 024. Shoe size: 9-10 025. Righty or lefty? righty 026. Wearing: pants...shirt...etc. 027. Hearing: a gay award show 028. Feeling: hungry 029. Eating/drinking: cheesburger and accesories ~Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~ 061. Have you ever been in love? mmm im 15 lol... 062. How many people have you told "I love you"? a lot 063. How many people have you been in love with? none really... 114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? haha no but they would be my best friend 115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? 1 nephew and a niece coming :-D:-D:-D 116. Are your parents divorced? unfortunatly no... 117. Do you have step parents? nope 118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? my family disowned...MY family lol 119. If so for what? because we are changing our name back...complicated situation 120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? uh huh...Italy =) ~Music Stuff~ 121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? probally lol 122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? the spongebob soundtrack lol 123. What's the best cd you own? three doors down-away from the sun 124. What song do you absolutely hate? anything jojo, or TRL lol 125. Do you sing in the shower? lol everytime its fun, you should try 126. What song reminds you of that special someone? i dont have a special someone lol ~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~ 127. Pink: ... 128. Aerosmith: dont wanna close my eyes...! 129. Madonna: LIKE A ViRGIN....WHOOOO! touched for the very first time! 130. Korn: ew gross 131. Backstreet Boys: omg lol backstreets back ALRIGHT!!((we were totally jammin)) 132. The Beatles: hm im a little young for that... 133. Sublime: uuuuuuuuh Caress me DOWN1 134. J.Lo: waiting for tonight... oOoO 135. *Nsync: its firday and i just got payed 136. Limp Bizkit: my way or the highway 137. Britney Spears: hit me baby one more time ((eww omg lol)) 138. Creed: maybe six aint so far down 139. Enrique Iglesias: MOLEY MOLEY 140. Good Charlotte: LIFESTYLES OF THE RICH AND FAMOUS!! 141. Christina Aguilera: hmm...i am beautiful no matter WHAT they say... 142. Eminem:just lose it AH AH AH AH 143. New Found Glory: catalyst...insist to pull me down 144. Kelly Clarkson: *SCREAMS* SINCE YOUVE BEEN GONEEEE! 145. Kelly Osbourne: CHANGES... 146. Mandy Moore: wow too many lol 147. Eve: ew sike 148. Aaliyah: pick yourself up and try again 149. Nelly: over and over again =) 150. Alicia Keys: i wont your secrets, your secrets are safe with meeeee 151. Incubus: Come one, come all Into nineteen-eighty four Yeah, three, two, one... Lights! camera! transaction! ~Favorites~ 152. Color: pink & blue & light gray 153. Food: wow im WAY to fat for ONE lol 154. Song: haha everything 155. Show: extreme makeover: home edition 156. school subject: child development cuz its FUN lol 157. Band/singer: hmm like everyone 158. Animal: white tigers, puppies, hefalumps =), and MANY more lol 159. Outfit: jeans...shirt sounds good to me =) 160. Radio station: dont listen much but...99.5, 98.7 country WOOO 161. Movie: THE NOTEBOOK, walk to remember, and like...all the rest =) 162. Pair of shoes: vans...thats all i got lol and my pink flowery ones hmm 163. Cartoon: jimmy neutron!! 164. Actor: ryan gosling, chadMM 165. Actress: the chick from the notebook, julia roberts, julia styles, and alot more 166. Potato chip: cheddar and sour cream =) 167. Drink: diet coke, coffee, milk 168. Alcholic drink: jack daniels home style punch, goldschlager 169. Holiday: christmas =) its soon!! lol 170. Perfume/cologne: perfume- lucky you, and something with a C. cologne: AXE!! and armani adior 171. Pizza topping: sauce...and garlic sauce =) 172. Jello flavor: sprakling grape 173. Lunch meat: roast beef 174. Board game: monopoly, life, pictionary 175. Video game: inline skating lol 176. Website: hmmm 177. Book: this lullaby, harry potters, and everything sarah dessen/meg cabot 178. Computer game: no sike 179. Number: i dont have one 180. Cereal: special K 181. Comedian: i have 5 billion... 182. Dessert: cheescake yummy 183. Disney character: tinker bell... 184. Clothing store: target...lol 185. Passtime: singing, music, IM lol 186. Teacher: Mr conrad...hes HOT lol 187. Childhood toy: easy bake oven omg i LOVE it i still use it =) 188. Carnival game/ride: roller coasters lol 189. Candy bar: almond joy or mounds 190. Magazine: rolling stone 191. Salad dressing: caesar 192. Thing to do on the weekend: movies lol 193. Hot drink: COFFEE!! 194. Season: winter cuz snow but summer cuz beach =) 195. Sport to watch: ew 196. Person to talk to online: katie ~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~ 197. What color are your sheets? purple 198. What color are your bedroom walls? pink 199. Do you have posters on your wall? nope 200. If so of what? hmm 201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? uh huh 202. How many pillows are on your bed? 15 billion 203. What do you normally sleep in? shorts, tank top 204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: cloud pants and a wifebeater 205. What size bed do you have? queen 206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed?:regular one 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? yeah but i dont have a phone 208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? no...TV 209. Describe the last nightmare you had: my friend died 210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? lol no blankies 211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 3 212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions?lol ALL OVER the place 213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? sike 214. Do you snore? when im sick a little 215. What about drool? haha sometimes 216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yeah 217. What color is the carpet in your room? berber 218. What's under your bed? shit...a bunch of it. and a kitty lol ~This or that~ 219. beach/mountains: BEACH!!! 220. Donuts/bagels: im a fat chick what do you think!? lol jk but i do like donuts 221. Day/night: night 222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: EAST SIIIIIDE! lol jk 223. Heaven/hell: heaven 224. Make love/have sex: make love...SAFE SEX IS THE KEY! lol 225. Coffee/tea: coffee definatly! 228. Britney/Christina: christina 229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american 230. Real World/Road Rules: road rules 231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: nsync definatly 232. Silver/gold: i wear more silver..but i have a gold ring =) 233. Nike/Adidas: neither 234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: taco bell!! 235. Sweet/sour: sour...both? 236. Punk/emo: emo...punk sucks a little lol 237. Hot/cold: both! beach and snow =) 238. Winter/summer: both ^^ 239. Spring/fall: fall..."its not to hot, not to cold, all you need is a light jacket" 240. Operas/plays: plays yay 241. Read/watch tv: read 242. Cd's/tapes: cds 243. Dvd's/vhs: dvds 244. Old/new: old 245. Shorts/skirts: who wears shorts anymore? lol 246. Pink/red:pink 247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: black and white =) 248. Meat/vegetables: both 249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese 250. Commercials/infomercials: infomercials!! wooo 251. Scary movies/comedies: scarey movies...THEN comedies lol 252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: ew one piece please 253. Sandals/tennis shoes: flip flops... 254. Dogs/cats: doggies 255. Unicorns/fairies: unicorns 256. Water/land: water 257. Sugar/spice: sugar 258. Black/white: white...not racist i promise!! lol 259. ribbons/bows: i like bows lol 260. Chicken/beef: chicken!! 261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: color makes me happy 262. Cars/trucks: trucks 263. Austin Powers/James Bond: austin powers 264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn 265. Hip/hop: hop! lol 266. Passionate kiss/peck: pecks are sweet but passionate are beautiful 267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: neither 268. Back rub/foot massage: ew feet...back rub lol 269. Picture frames/photo albums: picture frames! 270. Pens/pencils: pens ~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~ 271. Eminem: hes cool 272. Virgins: their are cooler!! *raises hand* 273. God: hes my friend 274. The Osbournes: addicting lol 275. Reality TV: gotta have it 276. J.Lo: barfing...*waves hand in the air with 500 drama kids* 277. Religion: i have one... 278. Emo music: yay 279. Valentine's Day: ew im allergic 280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: hmmm 281. Homosexuals: if they are guys they are cool...girls SIKE 282. Abortion: dont do it...you will go to hell 283. Inter-racial relationships: they are fine, fine, fine , fine 284. Murder: um...no sir ...you will go to hell 285. Death: aw its sad...hopefull you wont go to hell 286. Obesity: you will go to hell...sike jk lol *raises hand* 287. Pre-marital sex: if you are in love then YAY for you!! have sex!! 289. Pornography: um if you need it...lol 290. Fortune tellers: um...lol no comment 291. Threesomes: whatever blows your skirt up... 292. Prostitution: well they need to make money...but its gross...they go to hell 293. Politics: ew 294. Country music: WOOOO 295. George W. Bush: hes cool 296. Cloning: WHOA! 297. Britney's boobs: fake...definatly 298. Gas prices in America: omg...what IS that!? ~Name Game~ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?. 299. Jack: gay will and grace guy =) 300. Tiffany: cousin 301. Ben: ...afer 302. Maria: ave maria lol 303. Jennifer: long time friend 304. Nicole: middle name lol ((not mine)) 305. Amy: collins lol barfing 306. Adam: lol adam 307. Richard: friend...shellies friend 308. Justin: cook 309. Arnold: schwartenneger sounds good...lol 310. Tom: welling 311. Melissa: ethridge 312. Charlotte: good charlotte 313. Harold: blank lol 314. John: my poppy 315. Joel: cousin 316. Vanessa: carlton 317. Michelle: friend..shellie 318. Kevin: zegers 319. Brent: branscome lol ew WHY!? 320. Jake: gyllenhaal 321. Billy: martin 322. Sarah: dessen 323. Natalie: portman 324. Christi: ...na ricci lol 325. Nick: lache 326. Linda: from the wedding singer lol 327. Taylor: johnathan....thomas lol 328. Jordan: dylans cousin 329. Jamie: hmm sike 330. Adrian: nope ~Have You Ever....~ 331. Mooned anyone? yeah lol 332. Been on a diet? yes 333. Been to a foreign country? nope 334. Broken a bone? nope 335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? broke one...but i didnt swallow it lol 336. Swear at a teacher? yeah 337. Talked to a lj member via e-mails or instant messages? no ew 338. Got in a fight? verbal lol 339. Dated a teacher? i wish...lol 340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? haha...no comment 341. Thought about killing your enemy? no ew 342. Gone skinny dipping? OMG! 343. Met another Blurty member in the flesh? wtf is blurty?? 344. Told a little white lie? everyday lol 345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? yeah 346. Stolen anything? hmm lol yeah 347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? no im sorry 348. Been on TV? no lol ew sike...i WILL be though =) 349. Been on the radio? noPE 350. Been in a mosh pit? no damnit 351. Been to a concert? yes 352. Dated one of your best friends? no sorry... 353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? hmm i THOUGHT i loved him lol 354. Decieved somebody close to you? yeah... 355. Broken the law? hahahahahahahah no comment lol 356. Been to a rodeo? no damnit that would be cool though 357. Been on a talk show? no 358. Been on a game show? no 359. Been on an airplane? yea 360. Got to ride on a firetruck? yeah when i was little 361. Came close to dying? no i dont think so 362. Cheated on a bf/gf? nope 363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yes 364. Terrorized a babysitter? lol no i liked my babysitters 365. Made a mud pie? no im sorry 366. Had a dream that your falling off a cliff? yeah everynight lol 367. Snuck out of the house at night? shellies house 368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? nope im cool like that 369. Had an eating disorder? ew sike for like 2 days lol 370. Felt like you didn't belong? not really 371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yeah! 372. Smoked? yes 373. Done drugs? no lol...SPRING BREAK 05 *in deep manly voice* 374. Been arrested? almost 375. Had your tonsils removed? nope they are stil there 376. Gone to camp? yeah!! i loved it 377. Won a bet? yes 378. Written a love letter? yes ew omg matt...barfing 379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yeah 380. Written a love poem? sike writing poems!? who does that lol jk 381. Kissed in the rain? i wish :-( 382. Slow danced with someone you love? not loved but liked... 383. Participated in cyber sex? NOT participated...but ew 384. Faked an orgasm? no 385. Stolen a kiss? sure 386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? nope... 387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? sike 388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? with a friend that i loved lol...as a friend 389. Gotten a speeding ticket? its comin 390. Done jail time? not yet 391. Had to wear a uniform to school?: haha yeah...not anymore 392. Won a trophy? yeah 393. Thrown up in public? ew i would cry SOO hard 394. Bowled a perfect game? hahah sike 395. Failed/got held back? no im a smart kid lol sike 396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? hahahahah 397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? ew 398. Taken ballet lessons? omg sike 399. Attempted suicide? nope uh uh 400. Cut yourself? haha no sorry... ~Childhood Stuff~ 401. Did you play with Barbies? YEAH!! 402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? lol embarrasin lol 403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? no ew 404. Did you play Simon? yeah 405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? nope 406. Did you wet the bed? sometimes lol 407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? no 408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? no 409. Were you shy? lol NO 410. Were you spoiled? a little 411. Were you abused? physically no 412. Did you go to the circus? yeah! 413. Did you go to the zoo? yes 414. Were you in a car accident? no 415. Did you build snowmen? no...i just built my first one lol with a green mohawk and katie lol 416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? i didnt cry 417. Were your older cousins mean to you? no 418. Did you think slinkies were cool? no 419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? i didnt watch that lol 420. Were you afraid of the dark? when i was younger 421. Did you have slumber parties? yes 422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? ew 423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? no 424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? YEAH!! ~Randomness~ 425. Do you believe in aliens? yes 426. Name three things that are next to your computer: katie, coke, screwdriver 427.do u have any hidden talents? singing, acting 428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? yes 429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? all of them 430. What would your movie star name be? Marcia... 431. Do you play any sports? HAHAHAHAHAHAH 432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? white noise 433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? hitch 434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? dude wheres the party...lol 435. Do you drive? yes :-) legally too!! 436. What is your dream car? corvair 437. Do you think your good looking? sure...depends what day it is lol 438. Do others think you are good looking? lol idk? 439. Would you ever sky dive? YES!!!! 440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? nope lol 441. How many rooms do you have in your house? bedrooms-3 bathrooms-1 livingroom/den-1 442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? no i LOVE them! 443. Do you believe in God? yes 444. Do you believe in Satan? yes 445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yes 446. Do you believe there is a hell? yes 447. Do you own a pooltable? lol no but that would be cool 448. Do you have a pool? across the street lol in my neighbors yard 449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yes 450. Do you like chocolate? yes 451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar? naked men...JK lol i dont have one 452. How many U.S. states have you been to? 8ish 453. Ever wished on a shooting star? no i dont think so... 454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? minnie mouse 456. What is your weakness? not helping someone...i have to help and i cant say no lol 457. Name something you can't get enough of: hot guys...emo haircuts, pretty eyes, and pretty smile :-); music, driving, movies, friends, and more! 458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: funny, happy, dramatic 459. How many kids do you want to have? 2-4 460. Future daughters names: Peyton Elizabeth, & Addison Rose 461. Future sons names: Landon Taylor & Tristan James 462. What is your ideal way to die? OLD with a old husband...in my sleep =) 463. How do you release stress? listen to music...LOUD or i tell someone about it 464. Are you a trendy person? no sorry 465. Are you an artisitic person? yes 467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? lol NO 468. Are you a strong person? not physically but emotionally YES 469. Are you a strong willed person? yes 470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? fran 471. Who is the last person to IM you? katie 472. Do you hate chain e-mails? YES 473. Are you a deep sleeper? YES 474. Are you a good story teller? not really 475. What do you believe is your best quality? eyes, lips 476. What is your greatest accomplishment? getting over being in front of ppl 477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? candles 478. Do you do yoga? HAHA i wish 479. Do you have your own credit card? nope...ATM 480. Let's say you win the lotto. ....??? i buy a dog and a car 481. Do you have a check book? no 482. Do you like your driver? lol 483. Do you tan easily? NO 484. What color is your hair naturally? brown :-) 485. How many fillings do you have? none =) 486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? i never had no cavities 487. Worst feeling in the world? lonliness 488. Best feeling in the world? being really happy 489. Is the glass half empty or half full? half full 490. Last thing you downloaded? music 491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no 492. What do you think people think of you? they like me...i hope 493. Are you a likeable person? yep 494. Do you need therapy? lol im the only normal one in my family... 495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? yeah sleeping problem 496. What the best way to be proposed to? when you are VERY suprised 497. What kind of movie would you star in? any kind 498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? whatever 499. When are you moving? after graduation 500. What's your favorite phrase? "i just want to lose enough weight so that my stomach doesnt jiggle when i brush my teeth" lol YAY wow we got bored!!!!!

ok wow we had no school today and ive never been happier in my life! lol so yesterday they were like "OMG WE ARE GONNA GET SLAMMED WITH THE BIGGEST SNOW STORM EVER" lol so all the kids were like partying and every hour they said we were getting more snow...and theres like 5 inches lol. they over exagerated ((spelling is optional)) ALOT lol...but dude we got out of school so im happy. and i doubt we are going tomorrow cuz its supposed to start snowing again in 30 min and keep going for like 6 more hours and be below freezing all the way till 9am so itll freeze over =) lol these thoughts make me happy!!! so yeah...tomorrow if we have no school katie is gonna come over ((somehow...we dont know yet lol)) and we are gonna sled with trash bags again =) the most fun EVER! woo...she also has this gay project that im gonna help her with cuz its super hard and confusing and im a good friend lol...i dont know how much i can help with though cuz i really didnt understand but i will try!! so yeah i need to like redo my diary...its all wintery but i will wait till spring come. MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!! i have that specil 4-20 birthday and its SOON ((shhh to me it is!)) im soo happy i will be 16...but im a little behind everyone else lol but its ok!! im not sure what im gonna do but id perfer get a car than a party lol. but its ok...everyone needs to party because me and katie get our licenses in like 4 months. that should make everyone real happy =) =) g2g im hungry! lol Marcia

yay! this weekend was like SUPER fun!!! woo. first off in case you didnt know last week was hell...and so slow i was gonna die. but then came friday. katie is a dork and was barfing so she couldnt come over but that didnt last long because we had a super funtastic ((lol did i say that!?)) thing to do on sat. i volunteered to help host the drama distrcits at my school and i forced katie to come...and so she showed up at 7:30 cuz shes insane. we had alot of fun just running around doing our "job". we had to let the schools know where everything was, and let them know when they were about to go on. so we watched all the plays and they were ok except like...2. but this one had everyone in AWE. i didnt look away the whole time, and i was like drooling i was so into it lol. it didnt have many lines at all, but it was about a jack in the box who finally gets out of his box and gets to see the WHOLE toybox...then at the end he has to go back in and he doesnt want to. naturally i cried lol and then we like stalked the director/writer down to tell her how moved we were. so we gave her addresses and i HOPE we get a copy of it in the mail. so yeah after all 8 plays were over, we had to wait for the judges to pick and our drama teacher didnt want ppl to be board so we had our school DJ come in and omg ive never danced that much in my LIFE. we were jamming for like 2hours. we also met ((and like grinded)) with a bunch of new ppl lol. we met like 3 gay guys that me and katie naturally attracted to and were talking like the whole time. we got lap dances from this one super cool one =) lol so yeah then we came home and passed out. oh yeah and we went and saw boogey man...idk WHAT that was lol but it kindda sucked...alot. then we got our nails done and katie had to go home lol...until next weekend. i got the part in my play i wanted :) i was SOOOO happy. but now we got another week of school lol...damnit. oh well. Later

wow this weekend was SUPER lol...honestly i havent had that much fun in like...forever. Katie((aka best friend)) turned 16 on thursday[not fair lol] and so this weekend we had a party. well first on friday we went to the mall to "shop"...the quotes mean i bought a $4 mascara while KATIE shopped with her birthday money lol. it was alot of fun though, cuz we are crazy. then we went and saw hitch which was great it was super funny...but me and katie were randomly laughing at like nothing lol but SHE was making fun of my socks because i had yellow socks and pink shoes and you could see my socks when i put my feet on the bar lol...but then we laughed for like 10 min. at NOTHING lol cuz we drank too much coke. so yeah then sat. she picked me up and me, her, jessica, and her dad went and saw shear madness in washinton DC. it was SOOO funny lol and the gay guy was my BEST friend((anTONIo lol)) there were parts when he would say something adn everyone on stage would try SOOO hard to hold back laughing but it didnt work lol. then we all went out to dinner which was really good and we all ate so much we couldnt walk. and i fed a homeless guy...well i dont actually know if he ate it because i just set it next to his little place he was sleeping. i REALLY hope he found it cuz there was alot of food in there and good food too =) HAHA then me, katie, and jessica came back and went crazy. we got kindda bored while watching the grudge((which is only good the first time lol)) soooo we whipped out some markers and drew for like...2 hours lol. then yeah...we started putting markers between our toes and up our nose to draw rofl...that was after we were writing backwards and with our left hands for 30 min. yeah then we had a spaz attack with the tissues lol. then we all passed out after watching Elf "BYE buddy, hope you find your dad"...yeah that line is like the only reason we watched it lol but its ok cuz we were tired it was like 5 o clock... I KILLED MY SPIDER!!! the one that kept me from sleeping in my bed for 4 days, yeah hes dead. and we made him a tombstone ((which is still in the hallway katie lol)) sunday me and katie played paintball, and we talked alot about how our licenses are only 158 days away =) we got big plans for this summer!!! yay!!! well i g2g cuz i stayed home today, so i have to shower, and get in bed to watch the osbournes =) Later! PS:: pictures are coming, of this weekend lol

well i havent written in like...5 years, but thats ok lol latley ive just been doing nothing...i feel like SUPER lazy, but im on a diet so may b that will help. i gotta start like running cuz im starting tennis this month =). me and katie have been like together every weekend...and thats cool. yeah i FINALLY cut my hair, and me and katie had a dying night...which turned out...hmm yeah hers didnt work, and mine worked but yeah its just a TAD lighter which sucks lol, we will try again later. yeah i had my electronic baby 2 weekends ago, and katie was here lol and it snowed so we took it outside, and yeah it didnt hsut up AT ALL. it was totally not realistic because the thing ate AT LEAST 20 times a day. ive taken care of new babies and they DEFINATLY dont cry 24/7 and eat every 5 min. but its over and im happy. summer is coming!! woooo i get my license and i turn 16 in april =) ((katie turns 16 in TWO days yay lol)) ugh this year has gone by SUPER SUPER slow...it needs to speed up. yeah my grades lol oops. i get my report card like tomorrow and i got like straight C's...that is that bussiness!? i work 'hard' and all i get are Cs UGH but i got a D in PE, and like a B in one class but still... my 'sister' rachel is having her baby 2 weeks early now because she developed diabetes during her pregnancy, so abby ((her baby)) grew REALLY quick, and rachel cant carry her if she gets much bigger...so at the end of march she will be born =) im SOO happy! i relaized the other day that im really happy now. like 2 weeks ago i wasnt, and i wanted to cry about everything((it wasnt PMS lol)) and i just got really mad about stuff, but i resolved some of it, like being honest to a friend, and now happy because i have nothing held back. i need to plan my 16th party, because my mom wants it to be real big...but i dont really. i mean of course Katie, shellie, and Ressa will be there, then my friend lauren, and a couple others HAVE to be there...but other than that im just like, yeah ok ill be fine. i dont even NEED a party as long as i get SOMETHING to drive lol. i might be switching schools again next year, to katies delight lol, because i REALLY hate my school, and katies school is looking great right now lol. i really dont want to graduate from the school im at now. the only downfall is if i stayed at this school i oculd wake up like 30 min later lol but if i go to katies i only get like 5 extra minutes...hmm lol but ill be ok. i think my parents are gonna make an exeption though...i just feel like they are gonna be like "if you get these grades at the end of the year..." and that will suck because like i said before my grades arent the best. ok well i g2g now, and i truly think i will start writing more lol...THANKS TO KATIE for my LOVERLY background!! PS:: i will post some pics when i re-download my software of my hair and such.

ok so i have a virus on my comp and its PISSING me OFF. so yeah anyways i was out of school for a whole week cuz i was SUPER sick and i missed my play on sat. yeah :-/ i was feeling better but i had lost half my voice and i was going into coughing fits every 5 min so going on stage, doing a bunch of lines wasnt gonna happen. i feel like i let the cast down, but there was nothing i could do. but sat. night my friend shellie spent the night. we have been friends for like 9 years, but we dont talk that much anymore...we are the kind of friends that could not talk for 3 months ((which happens lol)) and then the next time we see each other its like we didnt miss anything ((same with Katie)). so she came over and we talked SOO much about everything, and it felt good just talking again. then we watched wicker park...now i was VERY sad because when this movie came out i felt like i HAAAD to see it...yeah it kindda sucked, which made me sad. then when we woke up we watched Harold and Kumar go to WhiteCastle lol and THAT was funny...its another stoner movie but it was still funny. then she asked me to spend the night, and i felt SOOOOO bad because i was supposed to go see a movie with Katie and i kindda blew her off, but NOT on purpose ((im SORRY katie!!)), and we went bowling with her youth group from 9p-12a. it was ok but i SUCKED lol...so we went home and passed out. then :-/ i was being bad lol. my parents have a rule rule which is i dont get into a car with someone they dont know driving, and yeah thats shellies boyfriend but we drove around all day monday. we went to lunch, then drove like 30 min back to woodbridge just so he could pay to get shellies nails done ((must be nice huh? lol)) and yeah i ALMOST ran into my mom twice. and then i was SOO scared because shellies mom got pissed that we were out so much, so she got so mad she didnt take me home ((which was needed cuz then my parents could catch me in Scotts car)) but she made him take me home...and i was SOOO scared that my parents were gonna be like outside lol but they werent and i got home nice and safe...so yeah good times later! Marcia

ok i dont think ive ever been this sick in my life. sunday night i had a small headache, so i took advil and it went away...then monday morning i woke up and by the time i was sitting in 1st period i had the worst headache ever, and i was like SOO hot. if i wanted to come home my dad couldnt come pick my up till like 9 so i called and i had to wait until 9:30...yeah ive been getting wrose ever sense then. im out of my play due to the fact that i have half a voice, my throat hurts, and im coughing up a storm. so yeah that sucks cuz even though i didnt want to do it, i wouldnt just drop out and i told him if i needed too i would still do it...but he said he worked it out. if they fail im gonna think its my fault. but anyways yeah im about to die...so im gonna go lay down. Marcia

OK so friday yeah i went and saw white noise lol....then last night (sat...lol) katie came over and we chilled all night. we watched little black book. i thought it was really sute but katie passed out lol so SHE WOULDNT KNOW...my parents watched it before us and they didnt like it so...hmm i guess im on my own. i REALLY dont want to go to school this week. i have bad days 3 times this week...blah! but idk i just want this school year to be OVER. i am like so excited about this summer. but it is SOOOO far away damnit. ive got plans like a MOTHER this summer lol and im gonna get a job!! ((haha katie! we need to find one!!)) but yes may b if i go to school itll go faster ((ok that was a lie lol)) but my grades are really bad, and they need to get better. alright im gonna go chill cuz im kindda tired LATER marcia

wow this week was like HELLA slow...its FINALLY over and im happy =) i just got back from White Noise. i read the ratings on Rottentomatoes.com before i went and they said it sucked major balls ((not just like that but ya know lol)), but that movie was GOOD! man i had like 5 heart attacks lol...but i LOVE horror movies and they dont scare me after the movies over...but i MIGHT be a little freaked out if static comes on my TV lol. so this week...yeah slow like i said. we start midterm exams on the 24th...and i know of one im gonna fail FOR SURE...that tis spanish. ill probally get like MAYB 75 right out of 200 questions. and this bitch is giving us a 200 question test to do in 2 hours...i was like ok mrs spanish speaker...we are brainless teenagers that DONT take tests...there is NO WAY we are gonna finish in that time and pass...cuz then all you are thinking about is not being able to finish in time...shes crazy. yeah the rest ill pass, cept geometry is going to be tight. ok so yeah i had rehersals like ALL week except today, and the play is next sat. i didnt go wed cuz i couldnt handle it, and the closer it gets the more pissed off im getting. i REALLY dont want to, and ive gotten to deep in it to back out so...damnit i signed up for tennis!! i need something to help me get in shape for softball in the spring and i was like WOO i LOVE tennis lol so yeah i signed up for that. and then this kid had a heart attack the same day, it was sad. but hes alive...so its ok. i got new socks =) i got 3 pairs at journeys cuz this really hot guy was like "PLEASE buy socks, you REALLY want them, ill be your best friend if you buy them"...and they were cute...AND he was really hot lol, so i bought them and gave katie 2 pairs lol. she is gonna spend the night tomorrow...and we might make shirts lol YAY!((actually i havent talked to her about that but we WILL lol)). im not tired but i should be in bed...hmm OMG my ear hurts lol, in my cartilage i went from a 21 earring to a 14 ((for those of you who dont know...lol...14 is like WOW bigger than 21, and you are supposed to go like 2 sizes at a time but fuck that lol i aint got time for that shit lol)) so yeah its kindda red, and i think its infected because the earring i got is a tounge ring and me and my friend lauren were like holding it and shit and i didnt clean it before i put it in so our hand germs were on it...but ill make it not infected lol. ok my random rambling is done for today =) i shall be back tomorrow! Marcia

man i knew this thing was bad...but i didnt know it would get THIS bad. just since it happend the number of people dead is like INSANE, and then the people missing is just too many. i watched a couple videos on comcast about some survivors. there was this woman that floated in the ocean for like 5 days on a palm tree. in the OCEAN...do you know whats out there!? she was found by a boat and they said she lived by eating the tree ((bark and fruit)) but she had fish bites and really bad fatigue. this other guy was found out there floating on a door...hes very strong inside AND out!! i couldnt have dont that. they re both going to live. then there was this supermodel who hung on to a tree for 8 hours, the wave swept her up there and she just stayed, but her boyfriend is still missing. they are also talking about how now kids are being kidnapped. cuz they need anything else to happend?? people are just taking the children off the street during the chaos for who knows what...probally sex slaves, or just slaves in general ya never know. its like when the hurricanes hit florida ppl were just walking into ppls houses and stealing their shit. WHY would you do that!? i mean this familys house is already destroyed AT LEAST let them come back and get thier belongings...ppl in this world piss me off. actually me and my key club are going to raise money to fund tsunami help. its the least i can do to help. we are just going to collect change, which seems small but ACTUALLY we did it around halloween for under privledged children and we raised about 200$ just from teenaged pocket change. i just wish there was more i could do, because thats something they could control...OR prepare for. theres no way to know when an earth quake is going to happen under the water...so they had NO way of knowing. its just sad. later,Marcia