I just had the most amazing conversation with him. He wanted me to tell him about this "strange feeling" I had. I believe it to be love. Actual love. I think he might possibly know. It scares me. I don't think he'll be able to ever feel the same about me :/ Yet, I still care about him so much. I can't wait to be in his arms finally. I can't wait to look into his gorgeous blue eyes. Ahhh. We spend 30 mins to an hour just making noises at each other and speaking nonsense. I love it! I have this feeling, in my heart. I think it might be, well you know. Gosh, this is insane!

In other news, Ryan and I are pretty much BFFs. I love him too <3

I also ordered new jewelry and some holy butter and emu oil for my lobes. I can't wait to be at least at a 0g so I don't feel like stupid when I talk about stretched ears with Ryan. I'm currently taping my 6g to 4g.