And my septum retainer. I had it for a year. I hardly ever wore jewelry in it. I feel sick. I came clean to everyone today. I have no one left.

I'm going to work on paying off my credit card and saving as much money as possible. I owe 450 dollars on my card still. I figure I can get it paid off and save some money by Febuary.

I don't know where I stand with Aaron.

I forced Jeff to cheat.

Ryan is done with me.

I told Steve that I was done cheating on my boyfriend with him.

I literally have NO ONE left. I hadn't got out of bed all day.

I finally had something to eat and showered. I felt a bit better. I'm going to find some allergy meds to make me drowsy and go to sleep. I came home at 8 am and slept till 2 pm when I finally got up and shit hit the fan.