Well, I'm going to try and say this the best possible way I can. I'm sorry. I don't think you even come on here anymore, maybe you do, I'm not sure. It's all I really can say, I wish I could say something else, and truly express how bad I feel for the way things went. I want to be your friend again. I don't think you want that though. I realized something. It's probably too late, and I feel so stupid for realizing it now, when I could have realized it before and everything would have been okay. It's the reason why I stay up at night, not able to sleep. I never got the chance to really apologize, and to understand you. Now I must live with this forever.