So maybe I don't fucking understand this new layout. I'm fuckin confused.

Well... Somehow I've been involved into an impeachment investigation. Really, gotta love LHU.

BOYFRIEND? Yeah, that's what's up. ;] happpyyyyy. <33

I have turned back into a night creature, even though I have an almost full bottle of sleeping pills beside me. WHY! :( shitty sleeping patterns are unnecessary.

Birthday was decent. Pittsburgh was decent. That's all I really need to say upon the subject...

So, I got an 87 on my discussion on Jan Hus. I think that's pretty damn fabulous for my inabilities. =D I can't really say much else. It's 1:35 AM, and I need to get up mad early to work on school work! D= figures. Actually, I'm just going to be mad busy all day: + Plan on being in the library by 9:30. + Geography from 11:15: to 12:05. + Working the Homecoming Elections booth for Senate from 12:05 until 1. + Eating lunch from 1 until 1:45. + Library with my friend Megan to study for Ren&Reform; 1:45 until 2:30. + Ren&Reform from 2:30 until whenever - it's our first in class essay. + Spanish from 3:35 until 4:25. + Library to work on any school work. + Principles of Economics from 5:05 until 6:25. + Senate meeting 6:30 until whenever. + Homecoming events start at 7 with the Bizzarist in the Auditorium. Oh. *cringes* fucking busy as fuck.

Got my first quiz grade back for this semester. 94.4% or something like that. I think that it is a superb place to start at! Better than last semester and the semester before! =D My discussion on Jan Hus went alright... For me not being religious, or anything CLOSE to being religious, I think it went well. I still need to get over my dislike of public speaking.... Extremely happy it's the weekend! Catching up on sleep and work! Somehow the actual week doesn't manage to have enough time for me. And next week is going to be MAD busy. *sigh* I think I'm going to go to sleep now, though it's only 12:30... Cheers!

Well, school thus far is going well. I'm much different from last year - I actually do all my work, pay attention in class, GO TO CLASS, take notes up the ass. Lol, seriously, I am so busy, it's so exhausting. I got back on the SCC Senate! I'm part of the Social Science club... And I want to join the English club, but it's held at the same time my Social Science club is, so no luck there. :( On my birthday -- next Thursday, my friend Matt and I are going to go out to Pittsburgh. The G-20 meeting is being held there next week. So, we are going to go join fellow anarchists in marching against the system. It should be fun --- I've been having dreams that I get locked up for doing something insanely ridiculous. It'd be mad hilarious if it happened! But I do need to skip comp in order to go... But that's okay! My professor knows I'm all gung-ho about the revolution and anarchy. :) But I do need to end this entry here... Need to read a bunch of stuff for comp. And then I need to read a lot of research about Jan Hus for Renaissance & Reformation. And maybe I'll do some geography... I hope to be in bed by 11 though, so we'll see how shit goes. =D Cheers! EDIT: I also cannot wait until I can get around to switching my major from political science to international studies. OH! AND O.A.R. IS COMING TO LHU! loveeee themmm.

Well... Sophomore year has started. Summer was decent. Went to three concerts; DMB, DMB, OAR. I got poison ivy on like the fourth to the last day of summer... So currently still have that shit. Classes: Spanish One, World Regional Geography, Principles of Economics, Renaissance and Reformation, and Composition. I'm single, of course. Though, I don't think that would be the case if I lived/went to school closer to Long Island. Long distance relationships don't work for me, nor for him, so nothing will become of our feelings for each other;; which saddens me. It's not very often in which I can find somebody that I'd actually want to be in a relationship with;; instead of just friends with benefits. Erm... yeah, that's about all for right now, that I wanted to update in life...

I wish to bash my history professor's head against the wall multiple times to knock sense into him and all his stupid canadian bullshit out. I turned in a paper, got it back, the whole thing is covered with red marks and his stupid fucking opinion. it's just like "dude, i don't fucking give a shit what you say. i'm right. i know i'm right. and you should just go drown yourself" apparenty i go off in tangents and "parenthetical remarks" ... but i understand the assignment well. it just goes back to americans not being accepting to people who are different. i start rejecting capitalism [again] and bam! history prof gets all up in my case with socialism. >.< asshole. anyways, the paper, i got a C-. i shall be rewriting it tonight. with less "tangents" and "parenthetical remarks" and i guess i'll remove my last paragraph about Ahmadinejad. but the asshole is always ALWAYS ALWAYS talking about hockey... who the fuck gives a shit about hockey? i don't. asshole should go back to canada. i figured that he probably missed Ahmadinejad being re-elected... therefore, i had to inform him. because he probably did...all he fucking talks about is hockey. *bashes head* ...i'm slightly violent this week, bytheway. if you can't tell. it must be lock haven.

*grumbles* ability to sleep sucks. as usual. anyways... i am thinking about re-registering to vote. being a republican is just not for me. i'm way too radical. not very much like a republican. so i must close that chapter of my life now, i was a republican for like a year and half, two years. that's pretty good - for me to be focused THAT much on something... to stay with something for that long. hah, crazy. anyways now i need to figure out which party to go under. the only thing with third parties is that i cannot vote in primaries. i love primaries... but if i have to let it go, i will. anyways, thinking the socialist party. i would even ponder slightly the communist party. i might even end up going "fuck it" and just unregister, and never vote in elections. it's a different way of saying "fuck you" to the system. so...maybe i've done a full 360 with this diary. i'm sure around when i started this diary i was pretty much into anarchy, obviously, seeing as my diary name is ANARCHY99. i wonder what's next for me.... will i settle down? i know what i want, i just can't grasp it. *sigh* when i go home, i'm going to start writing our very, very, very dear president a letter. oh yes, i anticipate how much i'm going to have to hold back. anyways, i must try some sleep out... though it hasn't been coming easy for me.

I comforted an extremely drunken friend this morning at around 6. She was having a breakdown. I'm really bad at that, too. Comforting people when they're bawling, except for like Brianne, I'm comfortable with her, but everybody else, including my mum, I cannot deal with. So, I'm surprised with myself that I even did that. And I was even more surprised when it turned out to be a friend of mine. And it's not like she woke me up or anything - sort of goes hand-in-hand with my pathetic inability to sleep at night, especially over the weekend. But yeah, idk, it made me feel better about myself that I would actually go do that. Though of course it felt awkward, but she was really having a major hardcore breakdown. And she just needed somebody to hug her and tell her everything is fine. I guess that's where I came in. ...Maybe that's the reason why people view me as this extremely awesome person. Who knows. =D

I am my absolute favourite registered-Republican-but-way-too-completely-radical-to-actually-be-considered-a-Republican.

I am so confused.

I've been attempting to figure out Twitter... that's not really going well. I don't really get what the purpose of it is besides always being like "i am doing blah, blah blah....etc. etc." And I don't really use SitDiary that much anymore. =D Figuressss. I have mostly relocated into the realms of LiveJournal. ... And Twitter. Always on Facebook. And usually on myspace. =D I love you sitD. :)

Happy Birthday Chadwick; You should have been 19 today. Instead, you are staying eighteen... forever. I miss the fucking hell out of you. Not a day goes by when I don't think of you. It still seems unrealistic, but it has been nine months [yesterday] since you've been gone. I yearn to hug you one more time. Talk to you. Even see your arse. Just one last time. I miss you, I love you. I really, really, really love you. RIP And happy birthday. I know you're looking down on us right now. I can't wait until I can visit you again, and tell you about life. I know you enjoy that. I know you do. I saw Sil when I was home, she seems like she's been doing well. She has a lot of great friends to fall back on. I'll attempt to be there more for her this summer than I was last summer. I miss you so incredibly much. Love always, Jamie

I'm going on a date soon. Actually, I have no idea when. He says he's just going to randomly ask me when I least suspect it. But, that's pretty cool, I guess. His name is Glen. He's twenty-four. I think I'm going to end up breaking the one promise I actually tried to keep. The one to my brother not to date anybody older than he is. But you never know. We'll see how things go....

I'm working on a homework assignment for state and local government and we have to find out which political party most represents our views. Like, this could be really easy..I could just put down Republican because in all technicalities, that is what I am, according to the US Government and the state of Pennsylvania. But no, i won't let myself do that. BUT SERIOUSLY, where does somebody go if they share aspects of:::: Republicanism Communism Socialism Anarchism Green Nazi-ism Marxism Individualism Feminism Radicalism and Freedom !?!?!?!?! Fuck. Yeah, I don't know of a party like that either... :( *sigh*

I leave for Washington, D.C. in about... eight hours. I'm just now getting around to doing my laundry...and then I'll get packing around 6-ish, I'd gather a guess. I doubt I'll sleep tonight.// this morning. For fear of missing the bus down to D.C. I'm so afraid of fucking up in the transfer spots. Like...what would I do...if I got stuck in Harrisburg?! Gahhhh. And then I do NOT at ALL know my way around D.C. I'm ughhhh, gonna get sooooo lostttt. :( But yeah, it should be fun. I should get to D.C. around 8 pm. Busy all day Sunday at American University. And then busy most the time Monday on Capitol Hill. OOOOH! I mightttt see Jon though!! ahhhh, I miss that kid. =] Like seriously, haven't seen him since graduation...might see him on Monday either for lunch or for dinner. Or maybe just in passing. haha, That'd be cool. And then on Tuesday I'm gonna go to all the monuments. And I leave D.C. at 2. And I get back to LHU at like 8:30 or something like that. Worddddd. Fucking sweet. Except I miss two days of class. An exam. Hah. Got that rescheduled. Which reminds me...gotta e-mail the professors that I'm not gonna be around. WORD! =]

Second semester isn't all that bad. I went to a Bible study group with my friend Brent. That was definitely interesting, to say the least. And I might just be going to Washington, D.C. the weekend after this upcoming one. So, yeah, that should be an experience if it turns out that I can go. I need to figure out bus tickets......where i'd be staying... and stuff like that. But yeah. :)