oh my...courtney said the most beautiful things to me today when were talking on the phone...we were talking about what we liked about each other...and oh does that girl have a way with words...i wanted to return the favor...but words escaped me...and then the rain began to fall...and i had the most heartfelt discussion with my mother...and i fell asleep on her bed for a little while...and she left me the simplest but sweetest note ever... rain does something to people...it made me feel so much better...it made me realize how much she means to me...before courtney there was no1 in my life like her...she always makes me feel sooooo....wanted....she's my world...i'd do anything for her...and she's caring like you wouldn't believe...always helping other people...and so very hard on herself...so i always try and make her feel like she's on top of the world...or as i say like a princess...i just love all the little things about her...i love the way she looks at me and not through me...and when she randomly wiggles her nose at me...and when she just closes her eyes and i just stare at her...and i love the way she always wants to hold my hand...what she doesn't know is that if i could i'd never let go......... <3 sleep sleep little darling i swear i'm not trying to wear you out i'm not trying to drag you down when you fall asleep tonight they'll be waiting for you when you try to close your eyes they'll try not to hate you sleep sleep the night away act like nothings wrong you know were going down you are such a light sleeper count to ten and you're already up we both were in deeper the nights gone as we open up our eyes nine ten we'll never sleep again we try we know we'll never win at least we know we'll make it out alive at least we know we'll make it out this time you are such a light sleeper count to ten and you're already up we both were in deeper the nights gone as open up our eyes WE FALL we know that we can make it now WE FALL we know that we can break this down we hear what you're saying not enough so we keep playing this game is what you make it one chance so why not take it you are such a light sleeper count to ten and you're already up we both were in deeper the nights gone as we open up our eyes such a light sleeper light sleeper such a light sleeper sleep sleep little darling i swear i'm not trying to wear you out i'm not trying to drag you down "all we have are these memories until you come home"