life is soooo hard i can't please anyone ...i need to be able to make someone happy...or i like can't keep it together... i'll just sit in cars or in the dark or faced away from the world or under sheets or pillows and just cry or cry into my hands i can't cry in anyone else's i hate crying ...i let everyone down...anyone ever in my life i let down...i warn anyone out there now against me...stay away cuz i will let you down...you can't expect anything out of me cuz i'll just cry and think everythings ok...